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From the Lab Rat's Desk, September 25, 2007

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So sick of being sick and tired. so sick of having being ill creep into all aspects of my days and dictating to me what I can and cannot do or expect. so sick of complaining, but even more distraught that there is so much to have to complain about. This week's top bug up my *&$#, doctors who cannot get a prescription right and then aren't available to correct their error for the pharmacy. As it is it is a damn pain to go to one doctor for my primary care but have to go elsewhere to get my pain medication. Once a month I am reduced to grovelling for pain medication from a doctor who barely knows me, and never for anything more than pain medication. I go to a clinic, where after a long search they grudgingly accepted writing the prescriptions for me as my own doctor no longer prescribes narcotics to his patients (probably makes his insurance rates far lower). The amounts prescribed are at the suggestion of the local pain clinic ("the" authority).

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from the lab rat's desk september 15, 2007

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It is getting chilly at night and the days are less and less sunny, and I dread the cold winter ahead. There is more I dread and it bother me to even say of write of it, denial offers comfort, especially when there is just and overwhelming amount of the negative in day to day life.

Where I live is no palace, definitely not. I am at the bottom of my life without much chance of improving my lot. Whereas some years ago I had a full time job and my own business, and was teaching master classes a couple of times a week, now I am a breath away from homeless. My crime was that I had the unmitigated gall to lose sufficient numbers of brain cells to an orphan disease, for which there is neither cure or treatment, nor any big and powerful organization to fight for research and quality of life. I didn't get this as a result of neglecting my health, taking part in risky behaviours, nor abusing substances. It was just my rotten luck.

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Dedicated to Little Lives Too Soon Ended

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a small gathering of soap bubbles sightseeing the known universe this image now dedicated to Kassidy, a friend's grandchild recently lost to SIDS, along with this poem

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Nearby Gallery Gachet and other bits...pre 2010

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Gallery Gachet named for van Gogh's psychiatrist, of whom he was fond. this gallery exhibits work by persons with diagnosed mental illness.

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Signs Of Things To Come

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