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Following up - Tenancy, Uncertainty, Fear and Social Cleansing

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It was roughly a year ago that with much haste a building a block away from mine was closed and the tenants marched out without even a chance to collect belongings. Why? Well apparently the building was not up to health and safety (leaks and mold). That of course describes a great many of the lower rental units in East Vancouver and probably much of the rest of Vancouver as well. It isn't hard to rent a sub standard unit when people are desperate for a dry place to spend their days and nights, in some safety and with some privacy.

Along with many of my fellow renters spend some time in terror of having the same done to us. Our landlord spent a little more time making sure it was at least cosmetically acceptable. Our landlord also tried what he could to get illegal rent increases out of us. I've lived here ten years and I am paying less than new renters. Mind you, the landlord did not need to spend much on paint or carpeting compared to units turning over annually with plenty of damages. Our neighbours complained we were a haven for drugs and prostitution. I am sure they'd rather have us gentrified and stratified.

The building which was closed, we were told would be repaired and reopened, someone even said the former tenants would be able to move right back in. Not a thing has been done. I took my camera there today and snapped these photos, the building a whole year later. Uninhabited except by one lone security guard, and, according to the sign, his dog. More than eighty units, where once over 100 people with low incomes, including disabled and elderly uprooted from their home, their community. Taken away was their shelter, their sense of security, their privacy. So much for reasonable enjoyment and security where you pay your rent. No notice had been given. How do you regain your feeling of security after a life event such as that?

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*as it silently sits - no sign of progress - 2100 block Pandora Street Vancouver BC*
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How hard could it have been to repair the damage and move everyone back in? Our building had it's roof repaired without anyone having to move out. Ironically across the alley from this building today as I was taking these photos was another building of about the same age but even shabbier, still occupied, covered by a blue tarped and partially gutted to make repairs. NO big hoopla moving everyone out and into the streets, Instead the building has a temporary fence around it and one security guard, the lights still work, so utilities re still being paid. More than eighty units enough to house at least 100 people and pets. Correct me if I am wrong, but we need the housing space.

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*this building still occupied, despite being in same shape, if not worse - 2100 block Triumph Street Vancouver BC*
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Instead of repairing this building everyone is being led down the path of considering that SROs are the answer. Probably because the city owns so many of them. Are SROs housing? Not in my mind. Shared bathrooms among people many of whom are quite seriously ill with communicable diseases (Hepatitis, Tuberculosis, Pneumonia, etc.), the lack of privacy, lack of space, lack of being able to furnish and personalise, lack of security, unable to cook, entertain - this is not living. Those with addictions need proper services, first deal with the addiction then housing, but while dealing with the addiction they too need to be housed. I just wonder what wisdom decided moving may of the city's poorer senior population into a neighbourhood where they make ideal victims for mugging and other small crimes.

Until people are given some dignity and privacy they cannot recover and become once again part of a functioning community SROs are not the answer. We need more rental units at lower cost build rental housing, good housing have part at market value and the rest at market value but subsidised, no one need know who is paying what so all dignity is preserved. SROs are a step back to the time of forced labour and poorhouses. This is a wealthy country, we can do better than that. Get rid of homelessness, stop the terror among the vulnerable, one step away from homelessness, especially among those with low incomes or small pensions such as seniors and the disabled. We need more liveable units, not SROs.

So when you vote this coming Saturday consider if this is likely to change in a way that favours not just the few who can afford to party all during the Olympics but also the common many who is under uncommon pressure to hang onto a safe decent little life.

It is simplistic to assume people with little money would be more troublesome as neighbours. It is also shortsighted if we would not recognize that living in poverty where there is no comfort no feeling of "enough" - enough food, security, health, love, respect - without the help of one's neighbours how can that ever be overcome? There can be no era of peace without the elimination of crushing poverty, so if one wants to keep all the goodies without finding a way to help one's neighbours you have sealed your own fate.

As for the specifics, I don't own a home, never have. I don't own a car, I have no dishwasher, washer, dryer. Until I was disabled I worked, frequently at more than one job, I did volunteer work, I ran for public office, raised kids, kids who not once were in trouble with the law. I have never been arrested. I don't get drunk, don't smoke - anything, but I do live in the poor neighbourhood and my neighbors own their house, but I haven't caused them grief. The attitudes toward "us" who live in these low rent building, has hurt me, and doubtless all of us on the lower rungs, very much.

Most of the people causing all the grief are not poor, but for them the poor make a good shield, easier to terrorize the poor, after all who will listen and help them fight back? Among the poor count the disabled, the widowed, elderly, single parent, couples just starting out and students.

So tell me, where should these people be allowed to live in your world? Poor houses with barbed wire to keep them away from your precious housing? If people commit crimes your taxes and mine go to pay for police. Call them, get the criminals off the street, but just yet it is not against the law to be poor, destitute. Mind you all sorts of laws have been put on the books to make life as miserable as possible for those who've lost everything and ended up homeless, vagrancy, street vending.

It is against the law to be vagrant, but yet no suitable homes are being built nor is there a way to assure they can ever afford it. Fines are levied for begging, but welfare cheques need to be mailed to an address, and if you haven't got one...? Is it humane to allow a person a bed but shoo them out early in the morning. Dogs at the SPCA are treated with more kindness.

That infernal NIMBY (not in my back yard) attitude must change. Poverty is not a crime and not a disease, it is not catching. That empty building is an eyesore and getting worse by the day and is a monument to what does not get done when it comes to creating actual homes for those who need it. For the love of all that is good and kind do not again vote for the same lame lot that have let this all go on for far too long. If you want a city to truly be proud of find someone with courage to make changes, take a chance on someone other than the usual big boys club. Take and interest and don't vote out of habit, vote because you truly give a damn.

From the Lab Rat's Desk - March 18, 2008

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For the last little while I haven't done much writing, emails or anything else. I am going through my bi-annual health decline. I am trying to do what I think might save me from declining in any permanent sense, so I am resting, drinking lots and resting some more. This year my eyesight and coordination are particularly affected, hence why I have rarely written anything more than a few words here and there. It has led to my discovery of Facebook where I can keep in touch in a very light sense with people on-line and while doing so I have found a few old friends and relatives and reconnecting (even ever so lightly) has been a thrill for me, and without this health decline I never would have done so. Something good comes out of something bad. I also discovered the fun of owning a virtual pet, my Fluff Penguin, and while posting a video to my Youtube (www.youtube.com/alettemes) site discovered that there is a Penguin named Aletta in the Zoo at Akron Ohio, so now my Fluff penguin has a lady in his life called Letty.

For anyone like me, when typing is immensely laborious, this kind of Facebook activity is only a matter of mouse clicks, and when I am very housebound it keeps me connected to what is after all a civilization to which I have a membership. On the best days I try to do some reading and researching into what ails me. I have been reading, thanks to a post on PSP Communications on Yahoogroups about Lithium and how it very well might be helpful in preserving brain cells - both their life and functioning - in persons with neurodegenerative illnesses. I have read enough at this point that on my next appointment I will ask my doctor for a trail run to see if I can still make some gains. I am feeling very hopeful; about it. I'd appreciate hearing from anyone who has tried lithium for off label (non bi-polar) uses. It looks so promising that I want to do this despite a previous experience with the stuff which had me on dialysis after my kidneys shut down due to toxic levels of the stuff.

Since I have had no energies at all for exercising I have instead made special effort in the areas of posture both sitting and walking/moving and I think that also is paying off, my headaches are less several at 6 pm than usual (now it hits me at 8). I've also kept up the dietary changes, the toasted flax seed and licorice, by no means am I regular but I have passed several obstructions and with much less bleeding than one would have expected, I am still far from caught up but I do think I am less toxic than before and will keep it up until I am. Bottom line is that I am fighting and fighting hard because I want my life back and I really think (probably denial but it works for me) that I can find a way if I just stay healthy as possible and keep hunting down an answer because it probably exists already I just haven't found it yet. The lithium might not be it, or it might be or it might be part of it, I don't know, but I do know I have to keep trying.

I do try to keep up reading the posts on my groups but on my worst days, to be honest I don't because it saddens me so to hear of how others are suffering that it makes me more ill and I start to lose sight of the possibilities which I do need to hand on to. For those of you who think you are doomed, you may not be, we ( and doctors) just don't know, fight, stay positive and keep looking for answers, and if I find one I will shout it out to everybody. Remember too that several people (in the case of MSA in particular) have already lived more than 40 years with the condition, and that means you can live to a normal life span, which in Canada is 80.4 years, though you will live it with a lot of nasty and nuisance symptoms which few will understand. Of course it doesn't mean that if you were diagnosed at age 70 you will live to 110 - thought try anyway. It does mean for the early onset crowd, that lots of little remedies and a good attitude, and a smattering of good fortune can keep us going. It wasn't all that long ago that AIDS was an absolute death sentence and now it is a chronic disease not a universally fatal one.

This is where life has taken me lately, I know I need to stay positive and when I go into my bi-annual period of decline and everything hurts more and functions less staying positive is very, very hard. When a few weeks ago a few lives were lost on some of my support groups and I just had to retreat awhile and look after myself, and deal with nuisances like my landlord which sucks the life out of me well enough.



Easter usually signals the beginning of me feeling better, probably the warmer weather and the generally more optimistic tone of life. I am thinking again of my balcony garden and I've taken lots of happy photos of family and tulips in the last week. I've even completed a photo edit of which I am particularly proud of the unknown soldier monument in downtown Vancouver. I've always loved that sculpture and I have tried to do the subject justice. It matters so much to keep busy, to have passions. If you can't paint, click the shutter instead or learn to use the mouse to create wonderful images with.

It has been a while since I last posted and I very much wanted to make the effort before Easter which I hope will be truly wonderful for everyone. If all goes as I intend I should be back to my usual form fairly soon.

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All the best

aletta

That's My Girl!

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My daughter Koszima Mair, in the middle, after finishing the "Run for the Cure" today, her first marathon, 5km in 32 minutes,I am very proud of her. She tell me she had a great time.

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from the lab rat's desk september 15, 2007

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It is getting chilly at night and the days are less and less sunny, and I dread the cold winter ahead. There is more I dread and it bother me to even say of write of it, denial offers comfort, especially when there is just and overwhelming amount of the negative in day to day life.

Where I live is no palace, definitely not. I am at the bottom of my life without much chance of improving my lot. Whereas some years ago I had a full time job and my own business, and was teaching master classes a couple of times a week, now I am a breath away from homeless. My crime was that I had the unmitigated gall to lose sufficient numbers of brain cells to an orphan disease, for which there is neither cure or treatment, nor any big and powerful organization to fight for research and quality of life. I didn't get this as a result of neglecting my health, taking part in risky behaviours, nor abusing substances. It was just my rotten luck.

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excerpt: So life goes on. I feel badly much of the time that I cannot find the energy to join in more with family functions or attending functions. I'd like to plan a night of visiting art galleries, I really would, but if I am lucky enough to find the energy to make a warm meal and actually eat some too, all I want with what's left of my day is to sit, think, play with my pets and water the plants that constitutes my paradise. 200summer is here Because it doesn't take a lot of energy and because it does take my mind off pain and the general boredom of my cookie cutter sameness days, I like to edit the photographs I take of my small world, often just the flowers on the balcony or my pets. The full piece: Wordpress - Texpattern

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