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Bedbugs in the West End? - Not New

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It was on the news the last few days. I have to wonder how they didn't see that coming? There have been enormous outbreaks of infestation in the east end for at least a couple of years. I've blogged about it for at least two. The health department knew it, I spoke to them about it. The social worker (I am on disability) I spoke to about my fears of the infestation knew all about it. It was someone from the department of health who told me about lavender, also boric acid, but I knew about that already. I took the photo below in August 2006, when the problem as already being addressed in our building in east Vancouver.

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I grew lavender on my balcony, it was sprinkled into my carpet on rinsed into the bed sheets. Now I understand why in the old country people, old people, did that. I was horrified at the thought of being infested. we looked into better housing but that is easier said than done on what disability allows for shelter.

I had read about bedbugs in vancouver dating back to 2004. They didn't see it coming? Example of previously know instances; http://bedbugregistry.com/location/BC/V5L/Vancouver/1855-E-Georgia-St/ , just run a Google search on "bedbugs vancouver 2004 2005 2006" and there is plenty. So why claim this is new to Vancouver? Why blame overseas travel? More like it's not a problem as long as it happens to the poor and destitute. Short sighted thinking. eventually if you don't deal with it from the beginning, it will spread. Just like tuberculosis is going to spread, and an assortment of other maladies. There will be roaches everywhere, bedbugs in the best hotels during the Olympics. Shameful. Where does the fault lie.

The commentators blame overseas travel as the source. well guaranteed on the pitiful disability and welfare allowances for shelter and food we are not traveling abroad and bringing them back with us. What utter crap. It just means no one wants to take responsibility for having turned a blind eye to a part of the population crying out for better circumstances and not being listened to, not a bit. The poor are being wished away and swept under the carpet.

Well, last summer we found one. I went berserk, I took it as a personal failing that it happened to me. Even though I knew the building manager had not, even with professionals on the job. managed to get it under control in the "red zone" units. As I mentioned I am disabled. I struggle to maintain an acceptable level of housekeeping. Eight years ago I was assessed by the health department as requiring daily help with my housekeeping and very briefly someone came in to help me, but then the government changed and all the services ended. I am not the only disabled or elderly person struggling just with the daily housekeeping, there are many. I spend so much of my day that it it leaves little to no time and energy for anything else, like enjoying my life, or seeing a friend now and then. It feels a lot like punishment, though I've done nothing wrong. I am fighting war against squalor and there is no government department who will help directly.

As I was saying we found one last summer, now it may have been a straggler brought in from the hallway or even elsewhere, but tat didn't matter, what mattered was it was here and we could not know how settled it had become. So we searched the Internet for solutions beyond the lavender and boric acid. We found a product called "Thwart" and ordered it, the testimonials seemed real enough and their claims supported. We spend a full and exhausting week cleaning everything inside out and spraying as directed. It isn't toxic to an or pets so we could stay in,and if it worked not one stick of furniture needed to be discarded. Within a couple of weeks no other had made an appearance and with the stuff active for six months we could relax a little. Just to be completely safe we also bought, at London Drugs, something called diatomaceous earth, (read about it here: http://www.tallmanscientific.com/bed-bug-control.php and here http://biopestcontrol.com/html/diatom_dust.html) basically dried sharp edge diatoms as found in seawater, so sharp it cuts into he bugs walking over it and dehydrates them from the outside in, whereas the boric acid works when licked off dehydrating them from the inside out. We did both. Our landlord (whatever the typical image of a landlord in the east side) refunded the outlay of the spray bought on-line and the manager delighted that it had worked. So there was hope.

The battle however is ongoing. As long as there is poverty and insufficient help for those who need it, whether it is better housing, more expendable income to take care of an infestation, or housekeeping for those too ill to it for themselves. For as long as there are the poor, the rest of the population will blame them, the poor here, and the poor abroad, even though, as mentioned before, we can't afford to travel. Poverty will keep infestations like this and others, communicable illnesses, addictions, mental illness and crime which uses the desperation of the poor to let them do the dirty work with promises of getting them out of the rut. The poor will use discarded items keep or resell items and not know they are infested and it starts again elsewhere. Bugs don't care if you are rich or poor, as long as your blood is warm.

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It is hard not to smile a little when hearing t hit the other side of the city has the problem now too, but really i ant the problem and others like it to be addressed ad eliminated - for all of us. I once lived in the west End for 12 years, my kids went to school there and I worked there. Then I became ill with a progressive neurological illness and dependent on the safety net. The same one I had paid into for thirty years. Only to find out it had gaping holes that no one is/was interested in fixing. Disillusioned that I had been taken advantage of all the years I worked, and now had to skip meals to afford some bedbug diatomaceous dust.

You skip meals for every little added expense, or when the price of something like a loaf of bread goes up. My days are taken up with cleaning which hurts and exhausts me. To depersonalise and insult the disabled further we no longer have our own workers, we are numbers only. Find it insulting that disability has no distinction, our cheques are the same as welfare checks, I feel insults us, and we are given no system of our own, trained to help us specially.

When the hoops are just too hard to jump through, you make do, because there is no energy to fight for your rights and needs. Forced to live as we are, when we have no energy left for housekeeping at all, the bugs, the rats, and crime will take what little there is left. Reality is that many if not most of us cannot work, we get progressively weaker. The mayor's much applauded plan to have many disabled working during the Olympics disregards those of us who struggle for a breath, a day upright, and a future of worse days. The Mayor insults and ignores us, much like the province does. We live in fear, and listen to announcements of surplus, corporate bailouts, expensive studies into problems which are obvious and have obvious answers. Pardon me if I smile a little. You might want to think about he spread of old foes such as tuberculosis, because now is he time to do something, the bedbug is a warning.

The best way to deal with crime, mental illness and the spread of these plagues is to address poverty, not by studying it, but by making sure everyone has their basic needs - food, shelter, safety, belonging and acceptance (love), health - met and their dignity back. Until that is done, here will be plagues and outbreaks on your side of the city as well as mine, I was mugged a few months ago, and there have been robberies in Kerrisdale too. When it happens to the other side I cannot help smile,but it comes from my pain. Fix it and we can all smile for far better reasons.

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At least I have housing,my own bathroom and I have my dog. Life is tenuous when you are poor, and most of the poor here are either disabled as a result of poverty or became this poor because of a disability. You live here in a daily sense of loss and a fear of future losses.

So pardon me if I smile a little that the other side has some bedbugs, at least they can afford it. If the other side wants to prevent this sort of thing they are going to have to address poverty. Instead of bailing out corporations perhaps they should work on a real safety net and rid this city of its poverty, now that, and not the Olympics would be a true achievement.

other articles I've written on the topic: http://my.opera.com/alettames/blog/show.dml/271571 http://my.opera.com/alettames/blog/tenancyuncertain?cid=3995978

From the Lab Rat's Desk - March 18, 2008

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For the last little while I haven't done much writing, emails or anything else. I am going through my bi-annual health decline. I am trying to do what I think might save me from declining in any permanent sense, so I am resting, drinking lots and resting some more. This year my eyesight and coordination are particularly affected, hence why I have rarely written anything more than a few words here and there. It has led to my discovery of Facebook where I can keep in touch in a very light sense with people on-line and while doing so I have found a few old friends and relatives and reconnecting (even ever so lightly) has been a thrill for me, and without this health decline I never would have done so. Something good comes out of something bad. I also discovered the fun of owning a virtual pet, my Fluff Penguin, and while posting a video to my Youtube (www.youtube.com/alettemes) site discovered that there is a Penguin named Aletta in the Zoo at Akron Ohio, so now my Fluff penguin has a lady in his life called Letty.

For anyone like me, when typing is immensely laborious, this kind of Facebook activity is only a matter of mouse clicks, and when I am very housebound it keeps me connected to what is after all a civilization to which I have a membership. On the best days I try to do some reading and researching into what ails me. I have been reading, thanks to a post on PSP Communications on Yahoogroups about Lithium and how it very well might be helpful in preserving brain cells - both their life and functioning - in persons with neurodegenerative illnesses. I have read enough at this point that on my next appointment I will ask my doctor for a trail run to see if I can still make some gains. I am feeling very hopeful; about it. I'd appreciate hearing from anyone who has tried lithium for off label (non bi-polar) uses. It looks so promising that I want to do this despite a previous experience with the stuff which had me on dialysis after my kidneys shut down due to toxic levels of the stuff.

Since I have had no energies at all for exercising I have instead made special effort in the areas of posture both sitting and walking/moving and I think that also is paying off, my headaches are less several at 6 pm than usual (now it hits me at 8). I've also kept up the dietary changes, the toasted flax seed and licorice, by no means am I regular but I have passed several obstructions and with much less bleeding than one would have expected, I am still far from caught up but I do think I am less toxic than before and will keep it up until I am. Bottom line is that I am fighting and fighting hard because I want my life back and I really think (probably denial but it works for me) that I can find a way if I just stay healthy as possible and keep hunting down an answer because it probably exists already I just haven't found it yet. The lithium might not be it, or it might be or it might be part of it, I don't know, but I do know I have to keep trying.

I do try to keep up reading the posts on my groups but on my worst days, to be honest I don't because it saddens me so to hear of how others are suffering that it makes me more ill and I start to lose sight of the possibilities which I do need to hand on to. For those of you who think you are doomed, you may not be, we ( and doctors) just don't know, fight, stay positive and keep looking for answers, and if I find one I will shout it out to everybody. Remember too that several people (in the case of MSA in particular) have already lived more than 40 years with the condition, and that means you can live to a normal life span, which in Canada is 80.4 years, though you will live it with a lot of nasty and nuisance symptoms which few will understand. Of course it doesn't mean that if you were diagnosed at age 70 you will live to 110 - thought try anyway. It does mean for the early onset crowd, that lots of little remedies and a good attitude, and a smattering of good fortune can keep us going. It wasn't all that long ago that AIDS was an absolute death sentence and now it is a chronic disease not a universally fatal one.

This is where life has taken me lately, I know I need to stay positive and when I go into my bi-annual period of decline and everything hurts more and functions less staying positive is very, very hard. When a few weeks ago a few lives were lost on some of my support groups and I just had to retreat awhile and look after myself, and deal with nuisances like my landlord which sucks the life out of me well enough.



Easter usually signals the beginning of me feeling better, probably the warmer weather and the generally more optimistic tone of life. I am thinking again of my balcony garden and I've taken lots of happy photos of family and tulips in the last week. I've even completed a photo edit of which I am particularly proud of the unknown soldier monument in downtown Vancouver. I've always loved that sculpture and I have tried to do the subject justice. It matters so much to keep busy, to have passions. If you can't paint, click the shutter instead or learn to use the mouse to create wonderful images with.

It has been a while since I last posted and I very much wanted to make the effort before Easter which I hope will be truly wonderful for everyone. If all goes as I intend I should be back to my usual form fairly soon.

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All the best

aletta

From the Lab Rat's Desk November 19, 2007

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It's been a while since I've given a progress report on life after the mugging. Somehow mugging sounds like it should be a little funny, so I'll say it was a robbery assault, because it reflects much better what it really was. That event of course, was followed almost immediately by the loss of homes by neighbours a block away when the city decided to close their building for not having been properly maintained. This is when I learned the local residents association (note these do not include anyone who might be renting their home) was on the warpath against any building they deemed a nuisance because it was a lower sort of person living there and the police had to be called when things got loud. They chucked us all in together instead of focusing on dealing with being good neighbours they instead became spies and complainers with the city on speed dial. The city is looking for additional space to develop before the Olympics so our neighbourhood is prime for that sort of development. It would increase the property value of the "residents" if we were moved out and something more upscale replaced our aging building.
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Studies on globalisms

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It no doubt give away my age that I was a big fan of the old series "The Prisoner", which evolved from the earlier Danger Man, Secret Agent with Patrick McGoohan. It was a surreal re-education camp for spies who knew too much but were too good to be merely snuffed out. Large globes would keep strong minded individuals from wandering away and without ability to communicate with the world. That's how I started on this series of images, as an homage - tongue in cheek - to "The Prisonert;, via some big brother discussions of late.

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