Sunday, 17. February 2008, 09:57:25
It's a beautiful sunny morning today! I didn't have much sleep but woke up easily and in a good mood

I thought the spring has come

I called my mom and offered her to go for a walk with me. She said- do you know what temperature is outside? It's -15 degrees Celsius

God damm, I'm so fucking tired of winter, I want spring to come, ice and snow to melt and these great amount of clothes I have to wear to disappear

We've had a massive snowfall recently...
My nose is stuck, well, only one nostril is. And it's been stuck for a week. That's frustrating. No drops can help. I'm afraid it has something to do with my problem and I won't avoid surgery this time

And another nostril is permanently bleeding. Blood doesn't come out, no, but if I stick a finger there, it'll get all bloody. I should have asked for a new nose on New Year's Eve
I don't wanna go to a doctor, I don't want to know how fucked up my nose really is...
I'm giving it a chance to cure itself, if it doesn't, I have no other way than ask for medical help.
Apart from that, the skin on my face got all pimple-ish, I don't know why. Maybe because of a new facial tonic I use, maybe because I have some inner problems. But it's disgusting. I hate my skin so much...
Yesterday I've attended my niece's first birthday

I'm so happy we can get alone. I was afraid she wouldn't like me

I've bought her some cool stuff from Benetton. My cousin took pictures of us but I looked like shit and deleted them

My nail got broken and I cut all of them

I've finally found a parfum I've wanted since 2005

I was sure it doesn't sell here and when I saw it, bought it without testing. And guess what? When I brought it home and opened it, I understood I don't like it anymore

So, I'm at home cause it's cold outside, with my face covered in red nasty pimples, with only one nostril that breaths and a sore eye but HAPPY anyway. Because my problems are minor and my life is a paradise comparing to many others. And I'm very grateful to destiny for giving me THIS life to live