Tuesday, May 1, 2012 2:50:07 AM
What do you mean with "fight"? You dug for it through folders and sub-folders, pointed and clicked the song's title, driven the right index finger over the mouse wheel and raised the volume. I was feeling bad. I've given up hopes. It's no longer like two years ago. So what do you mean with that? "You've got to fight, for you life, until you die". Pretty trivial. I'm no such fighter. I can give up as well. Can I? I know you're calling, you're not sure you want control back, are you? I'm almost sure you ought to take it back. I guess you'd fight, not surrender. I'm the one who surrenders. You should come back. I should come get you back. But it's late and dark outside. I'm the scared one, you know. It's been painful. I can't go where you wish me to. Unable to comply. Until the system will fail again, I think it has to. Go pick another one, let me see. "United we stand, divided we fall". You might be right, but it doesn't seem to be working. We don't mix well. Through this night and this darkness we sailed to your shore, we did not give up so open the door. There's light on this side of the wall, I'm keeping "second sun" on. It's dark on the other side. All these symptoms couldn't be without a reason. They're not facts, just consequences. United we stand divided we fall our destiny's here tonight with you all, through wind and thunder we sailed to your shore we did not give up so open the door. Together we sing and together we get. Was it too easy, too unstable an equilibrium, to just exchange places through the mirror? May Day, Al. First of May. Next title. "Just carry on". But we're not on the right track, are we? There shouldn't be symptoms otherwise. There should be peace otherwise. I'm thirsty. Nine cups of coffee, several cigarettes. "Awaken the giant, don't let him sleep". Might be really big to take all that to be awaken. Tension goes up and down, occasional voltage spikes. Next. "Move the mountain". Does that come along with that giant? Even a man could move a mountain, if the mountain was made of polystyrene, and hollow. I believe it would rather crack. Don't be picky, you get what I mean. Oh I guess you mean it's all an illusion. That the obstacle's smaller than I think. That you think it's a mountain just because you see it as a mountain, yes, that's what I mean. Will we fall back then? Only if you think so: move that mountain, let dawn shine through. It seems we always fell back. Get a net below. Bounce back up. And fight.