Me and my broken swag

My name is Amadee and my swagger is broken.

The line above is what I would have said if I had been asked to describe myself a couple of weeks ago. Things are different now because of a lil' black girl I met. Her name is Mia. She is you.

You brought light to my life. You give me focus. You give me hope. You give me purpose.

Thinking of you brings out all the good in me and I regret not realising this on time. I regret not acting upon this earlier. I regret not doing what was right from the begining.

You have always shown me love, prayed for me, kept me in your heart and for this I am eternally grateful. I'm thankful for your waiting on me through the time. I'm thankful to you for allowing me to love you. Thankful for taking me in with arms wide open. Thankful for loving me loving you.

You have been selfless in your love for me. Patiently waiting. Forgiving my sins (even my future sins). There are not 2 people in the world who would do that, and I got 1 of them. I got you. I got the best. The sweetest, the kindest, the sexiest, the darkest of skins with the fairest of minds I got an angel. I got 1 who loves me selflessly. I got 1 who brings smiles to my face and gladness to my heart, I got 1 who makes the other 6,000,000,000 people in the world seem like little people.

I'm so into you my princess, you who sees past what my revenue is and loves me for me. What we have is so realistic, there is no forming, just love in its pure untainted form. You loving me when nobody likes me, you feeling me when nobody hypes me. You're a diamond, you're priceless, alot of girls shine you're the brightest. I was content with being a diamond in the dirt, I was content with being a king without his crown, but you came into the picture and now I don't wnat to be a diamond in the dirt anymore. I want to be put out there for the world to see. Sitting right alongside the diamond that is you. I want to find my crown so I can assume my throne with my Queen sitting by my right side. I want to introduce us to the world and let the world view us as the perfect example of love. Understanding each other and knowing each persons toughts without words being spoken.

For your patience, for your love, for your forgiving heart I reward you with patience, gratitude, love, forgiveness, averything you desire. I'll provide your every need for you. You don't need to ask twice. I'll work my ass off to make sure you are well taken care of. To make sure nothing worries you. To make sure the babies get the best of everything in life. Just seat back, prop your legs up and enjoy the ride. My love will get you home.

Geography is not on our side with all the distance between us. But geography really is nothing where our love is. You are so far away but yet so near. I swear I hear your voice in my head, hear your laugh, ur sweet perfume, your beauty assaulting my senses in a constant barrage.

I love you,

My baby

My Angel

My joy

My hope

My queen

Mama Mia

Your king thanks you, your mayor worships you, your man adores you, your boy wishes you were here, your baby misses you.

I love you

Thank you for fixing me........

........me and my broken swag