A view,a thought, a feeling.

Do I really have to go through this? Rummage through my mind to find ways to tackle this? Light! I need light! Warmth! To save me from this cold dark place. I know there are people around me. But turning towards them is not possible. Their presence, their every breath can be heard; felt but not seen. The one closest to me,whose every heart beat;the very heart beat I long to feel in me, even the one..... I can't turn to. My hands are tied, bonded by regulations. I yearn for love, every drop of my blood yearns for it. But I know I can't have it. Oh! I hear it! I broke! Oh, it can't! No... Let me free! I have to save it! My desire! My passion!! My.. my love! No... I can't take of anymore! Save m.. Wait, why can't I feel anything? His breath,his heart beat, HIM... Whe... Where? He can't go!He won't go!
Gone. Everything. The darkness creeps on like before. Nobody. Alone. I am still tied... bound. The silence,the utter silence. Nothing but me and my thoughts. Time goes on... And here I am.. A teenager. A girl who loved but couldn't have its light. A girl who had dreams but couldn't reach them. From the dark we come and into the dark we go... Alone... Life...