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sarah's Arty Dreams

everyday life of a stay at home mom/artist

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I was only thinking that I had things and problems to complain about until I came across this blog. Her sister has cancer and she is basically having to see her die slowly.

Not even seeing this makes me question that there is a God. It does make me wonder the logic in it all and visioning the bigger picture is too much....

I have been sort of relaxing today and de-stressing as much as my body can possibly do it. Go body go! De-Stress! (unstress?) No...let's stick with destress. PROOF

So yeah. I am sitting here at the computer listening to the kids play 'The Sims'. Yes, I am a terrible mother, I let them play video games. Wah. It was so weird, a bit earlier on MSN Messenger people were popping on that I haven't talked to in like...years! YEARS!

One friend says, "You look different"
me "How?"
friend "Just because"
me "Why don't you just say old?"
lol

I find it truly strange to have friends for YEARS online. I never thought it would happen! faint I tell my friends, Hey I am just glad to see you are alive and healthy and happy. bigsmile It's always fun to see how people change over time. smile This one had gained weight o But of COURSE I didn't mention that! I mean, I have no room to talk about weight! lol

[change subject]
There is an application that I open about everyday...it is a Twitter Application. The program/application/thingy is called Toro and I happen to really love it. You guys can download it here.

When you put this program on your computer, it is sort of like adding an instant messenger. (Think MSN Messenger/Yahoo/ICQ/AOL Messenger, etc.) You must have a Twitter account to use Toro. When you join Twitter, you can search your email contacts to see if any of your friends are already a part. If you would like to add me, my user name is Sabell on Twitter.

Ok? Sounds easy enough, right? Toro acts like a small chat room if you update it enough. p

Um, so I guess that is it guys. smile
love
Sarah

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Comments

Bad WolfCois Thursday, October 2, 2008 11:32:47 PM

Thanks for getting me into it.. love

KarenNerak Friday, October 3, 2008 12:08:05 AM

You're a bad Mom for letting your kids play video games? bigeyes I must be the world's worst Mom. My son plays video games for hours every single week day...and all day/night on weekends. I don't think that makes me a bad Mom, though...or you, for cryin' out loud. Our kids are home...we know where they are, what they're doing, and that they're safe. smile

love

I was telling Casey that I'm going to create a Toro logo in Photoshop a little later tonight. I don't think Chris will want to use it, though. I asked him what he thought about a logo, and he said people seem to like the plain brown box that just says Toro in it. down I disagree, but whatever. I'm hoping that if I create something super badass, he will see that he needs to change it and will start using it. p

Anyway, I'll shut up. I just wanted to touch base with you. I've really missed you today. sad It's just not the same without you on here...how dare you have a life away from the computer? Hehe

Love you lots! love

Uncle MickMickeyjoe-Irl Friday, October 3, 2008 9:58:00 PM

You and your friend are much more subtle then me and mine.

Friend: Hey Mick. Hmm, you're getting fat. bigsmile

Me: You're getting old. p

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 Saturday, October 4, 2008 2:24:49 AM

Clint, I am so glad you like it! yes heart



Karen, I think you could make a much better logo than that oO other one! It looks really unfinished....I can't wait to see what you come up with! love

Mickey, EXACTLY! Well, I am getting fat and old, I have the bases covered! yes But yeah, I am pretty comfortable being married and all..so yeah.

heart

KarenNerak Saturday, October 4, 2008 6:39:18 AM

That's how I feel, too! bigsmile Thank you for the faith in my abilities!

Mad Scientist (عادل)qlue Saturday, October 4, 2008 9:08:48 AM

Twitter junkies scared

KarenNerak Saturday, October 4, 2008 12:44:03 PM

lol

:slaps inner arm:

Bad WolfCois Saturday, October 4, 2008 2:32:21 PM

That looked weird p

KarenNerak Saturday, October 4, 2008 5:15:42 PM

I make weird look good. o

Bad WolfCois Saturday, October 4, 2008 7:03:17 PM

I make sexy look disgusting.. cool

KarenNerak Saturday, October 4, 2008 7:13:56 PM



Like that?

Bad WolfCois Saturday, October 4, 2008 7:18:14 PM

You're a weird woman scared

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 Saturday, October 4, 2008 7:26:48 PM

:swoon:

KarenNerak Saturday, October 4, 2008 7:49:39 PM

Nerds make my loins quiver with delight.

Bad WolfCois Sunday, October 5, 2008 8:34:28 AM

Ewww.. yuck

Mad Scientist (عادل)qlue Sunday, October 5, 2008 1:30:53 PM

lollol

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 Sunday, October 5, 2008 10:45:42 PM

Awww get over it Clint...

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 Monday, October 6, 2008 5:35:12 PM

Groooooooooowl. hiss!

Bad WolfCois Monday, October 6, 2008 11:09:16 PM

lol

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 Tuesday, October 7, 2008 1:58:24 AM

See, I can be a mean cat!

Bad WolfCois Tuesday, October 7, 2008 10:14:46 AM

Awww.. awww

maddysman2003 Friday, October 10, 2008 1:29:08 PM

My mother in law is going through chemo right now. So I understand about question God's reasoning. This issue also arose last year when a close family friend passed away in his 50's of a brain tumor. It makes you wonder what the whole plan is, but often I don't even try to understand it all.

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 Monday, November 10, 2008 12:39:38 AM

Regards to your mother in law....

If you believe that God has a plan, then it might be easier to accept a friend's death...
I feel as if the whole subject is taboo or whatever, I confront it on light feet. Really and truly it makes it so nice to believe in ONE thing and ONE thing only (God's greater plan) and just say "ok Lord, I trust that this is your will." But also I don't think that people can eat, drink and be marry and not pay for it in the end, one way or another. Right? I mean, I don't always eat the right way...I have weight to lose and my body isn't in tip top shape. So everyday that my back hurts it reminds me to do the right thing for my body.

Sadly...people die in every way...natural and un-natural. Un-natural is hard to accept...yes...but we all have to go one way or another one day. I give it all to God and just say I DON'T UNDERSTAND LORD SO JUST TAKE ME AS I AM! (a stupid human) wink

smile

KimberlySqueakeyCat Friday, December 5, 2008 5:54:50 PM

i change names so much on YIM that a lot of ppl don't even know what my new name is...lol

they probably still have my SqueakeyCat (rare) that i made in 2000, but it got stolen from me at christmastime in 2004

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