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I was only thinking that I had things and problems to complain about until I came across this blog. Her sister has cancer and she is basically having to see her die slowly.

Not even seeing this makes me question that there is a God. It does make me wonder the logic in it all and visioning the bigger picture is too much....

I have been sort of relaxing today and de-stressing as much as my body can possibly do it. Go body go! De-Stress! (unstress?) No...let's stick with destress. PROOF

So yeah. I am sitting here at the computer listening to the kids play 'The Sims'. Yes, I am a terrible mother, I let them play video games. Wah. It was so weird, a bit earlier on MSN Messenger people were popping on that I haven't talked to in like...years! YEARS!

One friend says, "You look different"
me "How?"
friend "Just because"
me "Why don't you just say old?"


I find it truly strange to have friends for YEARS online. I never thought it would happen! I tell my friends, Hey I am just glad to see you are alive and healthy and happy. It's always fun to see how people change over time. This one had gained weight But of COURSE I didn't mention that! I mean, I have no room to talk about weight!

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There is an application that I open about everyday...it is a Twitter Application. The program/application/thingy is called Toro and I happen to really love it. You guys can download it here.

When you put this program on your computer, it is sort of like adding an instant messenger. (Think MSN Messenger/Yahoo/ICQ/AOL Messenger, etc.) You must have a Twitter account to use Toro. When you join Twitter, you can search your email contacts to see if any of your friends are already a part. If you would like to add me, my user name is Sabell on Twitter.

Ok? Sounds easy enough, right? Toro acts like a small chat room if you update it enough.

Um, so I guess that is it guys.

Sarah