sarah's Arty Dreams

Not literally ON me, but 'on' me. You know...
This is a Sangria from a little crowded place that I know very well. A friend of mine and I went after a long day of exams and lecturing. I forced her to go because she has 4 (or 5) kids as well, so I knew that she could use a little refreshment. I mean, why not? Anyway...we had a wonderful drink. It has been soooooo hot here in Texas. The temp is running 105 on a daily basis. It's sweltering and pretty much makes you stay inside or inside a pool. Thank God that the college I am going to isn't afraid of spending money on air conditioning. I feel blessed and privileged beyond imagination. There is a God and I thank him for creating the man that invented the idea of 'climate control'.

I am shocked that there are only 2 short weeks before my girls go back to school. For any of you that know me, know that I have one who is going to be a sophomore (10th grade) in High-school, 2 in 8th grade and one who is still in Elementary. Wonderrrrrrrrrrrrrful Delightful days......

It will give them something to do finally! I believe that school is the key to success in life. The more education you have the better off you will be as a person. Education not only teaches you how to read, write and do math equations but also teaches you how to relate better to others. I also believe that without proper medication, no amount of Education can help some people. ONLY for the simple fact that I have to take meds to concentrate on my own school work. The more I talk openly to friends at school about it, the more I find out that they too have trouble with anxiety, nervousness, depression, etc. So--I think for the most part--it's the norm. (until you are too old to care)

Are you still with me?
My life is in this tile pictures. People that I love and care for are stuck in there--for life. They are not leaving the tiles you see before you. It is not ALL of the people I love, but it's the ones who are closest to me now. *thinking:my friend Chelsey betta call me!* I have a friend at school that a lot of people don't talk to because she doesn't fit into what their idea of beauty should be. But I like her--her heart is good and that is what counts. I'd rather have a few really true friends than a bunch of fake ones. But then again, the fake ones can be pretty cool to party with....*thinking* how do I play both sides of the fence? LOL!! Give me some hints people. Because I can be pretty loyal. I need to stop being so loyal and just relax. Meh, screw it. I won't think about it.

I know I have lost most readers by now, and lost my own thoughts...so I am going to go. Someone is playing "Assassin Creed" behind me.

Went to pool. Tanned. Tired. Going to watch the boob tube.

Please write.

love you,
Sarah