Monday, August 6, 2012 3:43:39 AM
Ok first off I would like to say, I hope this reaches you in good health. Yesterday evening I went out of town to pick my twins up from their grandmother's house. They have been there pretty much for 2 months out of this summer. School will be starting back up soon and so I thought they should come back. I don't remember the drive there. Fast asleep I was! Thank God my husband was driving.
This year I will 37 years old. Do you ever do that? Constantly remind yourself how old you will be this year? I won't allow myself to be 36...and when I was 35 I was claiming 36. So when does the madness end? Why do I seem so happy to turn a year older and to find yet another gray in my head?
You, my friends, will see me turn old. Hopefully I will never grow to old to write a blog entry...I hope. I hope that I REMEMBER to log into Opera when I am 85 to say hello and goodbye to friends. I only hope. Anyway...back to me turning another year older....I think a goal of mine will be to embrace that I am 36. I am only 36 and have not experienced the world yet. I want to travel!
Lately I have been so tired. Of course I moved into another home and it was 115F outside...but besides that I just want to SLEEP. Really this is new for me. I am not much of a sleeper, so I don't know what is going on. Maybe it is the medication that I take...you know all the psych meds and such. But yeah, this summer is wearing on me. Every step I take in this heat draws me down and out. Please stop the heat already, Lord. Is this our hell?
I don't know if I should say this, but a friend of mine has a lot of drama in her life and she is trying to involve my very own daughter in it!! I wish I could say more...but this is a public blog. Bleh. Bleh. So...do you know anyone who is super dramatic and won't blog about it? Instead they pull everyone into their life...they remind me of black holes...or the Bermuda Triangle...or an unstoppable drain. Drain me already! Drain me of any sanity that I had left!!! Get a clue, don't you know how draining you are??? I bet one day if I were to read this I would have no clue what I was talking about.....
I have been drawing again lately. I will try to post pics...sorry bad webcam photo....anyway hopefully I can get more creative and add more! Have a wonderful day/night....