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sarah's Arty Dreams

everyday life of a stay at home mom/artist

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wondering

I do not know why opera has been so quiet lately........seems so sad and boring when people are not commenting or whatever. It seems like there are periods where everyone is so active and then the activity slows to almost a stop.

Has anyone ever noticed that in a group setting? Sometimes the conversations will be quiet and slowly build up to almost a roar, animated and lively....lol I have a group of friends here and some are not getting along. I find this so sad because sometimes there are better things to do in life then be in an arguement.sad

Right now I am just going to write and forget about it. I downloaded "google talk" today and couldn't get the darn thing to sign in.

Some good news, my oldest daughter, once again recieved commendation on her school work. GOOD JOB BIG GIRL! I am so happy for her raising her grade and doing so well. I have always hoped and prayed for smart kids, thank God I have them. THe only one that has any problem is one of the twins, but she is doing just fine and will make it in life nicely. She loves children, babies really, so she may be a daycare provider or something when she grows up. I think my oldest will be a Dr. or something, she is so good in math and science. The other twin is very athletic, and the youngest has the biggest mouth out of all of them.

My bestfriend is now seeing a guy, thank God. I was so worried that she would not go back to men, hahahahah! I am sure my friends know what I am talking about. But anyway, she drives about 45 mins to go visit him. That is where she is at now.

I was thinking, I don't really care if Opera is popular or not, I just like to blog. I don't care where I blog, just LET ME BLOG. KEEP THE BLOG SAFE FROM SPAM AND I AM OKAY. Tonight I got 2 more of those freaky spams in my blog. It is not like they are in any of my new post but they are in my blog reguardless! I don't know, the Opera team needs to get together and figure out a way to make it harder for the poor bastards not to spam our blog. whatevaaaaaaaaaa!

So besides that I am doing okay. SLowly getting over the death of the kitten...it really makes me more angry than anything that I lost her. I feel as if it was my fault. Like I didn't do everything that I could to prevent it from happening.mad I am sooo fixin to be over it, though.

My brain is jumping from one subject to the next. Sorry maybe I am ADHD. But I was also thinking that I am trying to tan lately. I lay out all the time and my color on my skin bearly gets a shade darker. I am starting to wonder if I can get a tan, even though I am half mexican, italian but my mother is white. Another thing about skin color (hopefully no one is reading by now) Anyway another thing is, I love dark skin, just love it. I am sure that I am not the only one in this world that loves actual color in skin, but I LOVE IT. I remember there was this white guy that wanted to date me really bad and he had the NERVE to ask me, "why do you like black guys?" I was like, "Because I do!!!" And anyway it is none of his or anyone else's business why I like what I like! But I write about it anyway. hehehhe

Also I am going to put my voice on here. Maybe tonight, I guess.

Love,
Sarah