My Opera:-]
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 5:29:03 PM
I found this while going through pics. Awwww My baby wearing my sunglasses.....
On another note....this morning I was cornered. I felt like a cat wanting to lash out and I did. I don't appreciate others bringing up the past or being so insecure that they push those feelings onto you. Now that really pisses me off....Some people will never grow up I suppose. Including myself. A part of me wants to keep immaturity and hold onto old feelings. I just can't sometimes! I can't remember the past and hold it close to my heart! I let go of so many's sins. Maybe this is a mistake I am making. Surely I won't be as bruised if I start to REMEMBER the hurtful things, the bad times...the pain. No...I can't do it...it's not in my nature. I am forgiving, but I am not stupid. If he threatens to leave me I will let him go.
On another note....this morning I was cornered. I felt like a cat wanting to lash out and I did. I don't appreciate others bringing up the past or being so insecure that they push those feelings onto you. Now that really pisses me off....Some people will never grow up I suppose. Including myself. A part of me wants to keep immaturity and hold onto old feelings. I just can't sometimes! I can't remember the past and hold it close to my heart! I let go of so many's sins. Maybe this is a mistake I am making. Surely I won't be as bruised if I start to REMEMBER the hurtful things, the bad times...the pain. No...I can't do it...it's not in my nature. I am forgiving, but I am not stupid. If he threatens to leave me I will let him go.
