My OperaI don't want to BUT I WILL..........
Saturday, September 2, 2006 3:47:09 PM
I don't want to do this, you know, blog when I am angry, but I have to. Ohh no I am going to turn people away, boo hoo so sad.
My brother advised me to force a smile on my face and that would make everything peachy. But I have tried it and my thoughts go back to being pissed off. I don't think I will say why I am pissed off but I am. I wonder if it is because of my genes? Who knows, who cares at this particular moment. I am sure that I will be back to my loving and sweet self soon enough. With the kids I am speaking softly, not yelling and reminding them to use their 'nice words', and all the while trying to do the same myself. I am still reading my new parenting book that deals with bad behaviours. THE sad thing is, those behaviours are learned.....geez I feel even better now......
The thing is, I don't want to always be 'nice'. Why should I? Is everyone that knows me nice all the time? OR WHAT? IS life really that peachy???? Oh well if you are a honest person you will suck it up and tell me the truth and if you are not, then oh well.
OK WISH ME LUCK I AM TRYING TO BE HAPPY TODAY. BIG SMILESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Trying to find out what my major malfunction is..........looked at horoscope,
THis is what is said,
My brother advised me to force a smile on my face and that would make everything peachy. But I have tried it and my thoughts go back to being pissed off. I don't think I will say why I am pissed off but I am. I wonder if it is because of my genes? Who knows, who cares at this particular moment. I am sure that I will be back to my loving and sweet self soon enough. With the kids I am speaking softly, not yelling and reminding them to use their 'nice words', and all the while trying to do the same myself. I am still reading my new parenting book that deals with bad behaviours. THE sad thing is, those behaviours are learned.....geez I feel even better now......
The thing is, I don't want to always be 'nice'. Why should I? Is everyone that knows me nice all the time? OR WHAT? IS life really that peachy???? Oh well if you are a honest person you will suck it up and tell me the truth and if you are not, then oh well.
OK WISH ME LUCK I AM TRYING TO BE HAPPY TODAY. BIG SMILESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Trying to find out what my major malfunction is..........looked at horoscope,
THis is what is said,
Daily Overview
September 02, 2006
Are situations in your life the way they should be, or do you live by the mantra: 'That's just the way it goes'? It's time to challenge yourself on long-established patterns and relationships. Face the truth.
