Sarah Dreams

I love you Daddy..........miss you so much.

Thursday, November 2, 2006 7:45:18 PM

When I was a little girl living in Charlotte, North Carolina my father worked in a photography studio that took 'Old Fashioned' pictures of whoever was willing to dress up. When I was at my mother's on Halloween night, I caught this picture of me, but should have taken more. There was one with all four of us kids! Now, I should have snapped it to share but was in a hurry that night. Maybe later....

This is a picture that my father took of me. I am thinking about my father a lot today and I miss him terribly. He passed away in 1996, the same year I had the twins. I am happy to say that I did have a chance to tell him I was having twins and I heard that the day he found out he went out to eat with his sister and told her the good news. He was very proud.

Little did he know that he was also having twins. My step mother was pregnant at the time but they didn't know it was twins yet. He never found out, (at leaste he was not here).

Daddy, I miss you today and I don't know why. I love you so much and hope that you are watching down on us. I know you have visited me in dreams but not for sometime now. My love for you will never, never, never end. love, Sarah

This was a different Blogthing....How ABNORMAL are you?Happy Friday

Comments

MarcusFXM256 # Thursday, November 2, 2006 8:22:10 PM

Hi Sarah,
This is a great post that does your father proud

With a wonderful daughter like you, he definetly had much to be proud of

Thankfully he did find out about you having twins, and you always have the great memories of him in your heart. That's a very nice picture of you that he took. Thanks for sharing with us

Love,
Marcus

CherylDuckyChickenLady # Thursday, November 2, 2006 9:02:25 PM

What a sweet post Sarah. I am sorry to hear that he passed away...so young.

What a great photo of you...good memory to have.

Fatimahzenya # Thursday, November 2, 2006 10:54:44 PM

HI Sarah,

You were cute then and beautiful now

Thanks for sharing

Love
Fati

Allanricewood # Thursday, November 2, 2006 11:34:01 PM

Sarah, that was sweet and a wee bit sad.

Thinking about my own dad who died in ´97. I have similar feelings.

ALLY G.ALLY_G # Friday, November 3, 2006 3:13:42 AM

Dear Sarah,
sorry to hear such a sad story about your dad. It's very hard for a child, when it lost the father or mother very early. I think on my owm childhood and it was terrible, because I lost my mother, when I was a baby and only one year old.

But I see, you have nice memories and photos and a lot of good thoughts. To think of your dad is the best, what you can do. I'm sure, he will feel you and your love.

VeronicaVeronica0406 # Friday, November 3, 2006 5:13:49 AM

Aww honey (((hugs))) You know he is watching down on you.

What a beautiful photo of you!

Andrzej Uandreu # Friday, November 3, 2006 12:06:20 PM

Hi Sarah!
You reminded me my grandfather which died in 60 years of the last century. He died pinned by a drink-driver. And what's more near the house. He left....... and no longer went back........

RamuciukeSaron # Friday, November 3, 2006 2:40:29 PM

Dear Sarah,
you are so beautiful in this old photo. Its good that you took it for youself to treasure.
I also lost my dad early. He even didn't live to our independence as a state.

Love,
Ramute.

JCLjcl-za-75 # Friday, November 3, 2006 5:06:25 PM

Hi Sarah

It's always sad to lose someone you love so dearly. And sometimes it's the little things you miss, like their laugh or the way they hugged you. But people *do* live on in the hearts and minds of others long after they are physically gone.

Love,
JCL.

galadriel # Monday, November 6, 2006 10:13:38 AM

Hello Sarah,
Sorry to hear about your Dad.
Isn't that Ben Fold's Five song, Brick set in Charlotte?
You've got a really colourful blog design here. I like it!

Gala

BridgeBuilderKiwi # Tuesday, November 7, 2006 1:16:04 PM

I like the Christine Aguilera song that you chose to associate with this blog entry, Sarah.

Death brings finality. Memories remain. Good memories are a blessing.
I'm sure that your dad would still be proud of you if he were here to see what you are becoming. All the best to you and yours. God bless.

Unregistered user # Wednesday, November 15, 2006 12:51:15 AM

morgan writes: my paw die mm,

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 # Wednesday, November 15, 2006 1:56:27 PM

I am sorry morgan.

Unregistered user # Wednesday, November 15, 2006 2:19:56 PM

TRACEY writes: I LOST MY DAD WHEN I WAS 17 AND HE DIED OF LUNG CANCER

Unregistered user # Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:07:44 PM

Ida writes: Hi

Unregistered user # Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:09:34 PM

Silje writes: I feel sorry for you..

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 # Saturday, November 18, 2006 10:36:34 PM

OK I get the point!

Unregistered user # Tuesday, November 21, 2006 9:28:43 PM

Claire writes: Hi, i know exactly how you feel, i am 21 and lost my dad in 2002, 4 years this november the 26th, there isnt a day that goes by and i dont think about him, keep your chin up chick. x x x

Unregistered user # Tuesday, November 21, 2006 9:33:34 PM

Bobby writes: hunni just think possitive my friend has recently lost her father due to cancer, shes only 16! just think people out there know how it feels, some find it harder than others. you should be gratefull you had so many lovely years to share with him. you alot luckier than others, just bear that in mind.

Unregistered user # Saturday, April 21, 2007 2:49:30 PM

stephen writes: i just keyed "i love my sarah" and your post came up. sarah is my grandaughter and the apple of my eye. i know your father would be (and is) proud of both twins. thanks for sharing.

Unregistered user # Saturday, February 2, 2008 9:28:09 AM

Anonymous writes: Hello Sarah, Sorry to hear about your father, I bet you both were very close. You are one real sweet girl.

Unregistered user # Thursday, February 21, 2008 3:00:06 AM

Selim DURMUŞ writes: hi honey, this is really so cute, it reminded me my son, he is livin with his mom, in another country. i missed him alot. i think we have to show our love to eachother immediately else sometimes we cant get a chance to do it again. his name is Matthew. he is so lovely like you in this photo. and i feel sorry to hear about your dad. i believe he was a wonderfull man. after 2 years passed, i saw this post and your photo, it reminded me i had a family. best wishes honey. i want to say i love my son.

Unregistered user # Saturday, May 24, 2008 9:19:17 PM

morgan writes: ;) :p :whistle: :awww: i am crying :rip: :sing:

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 # Sunday, May 25, 2008 11:43:52 AM

Thanks visitors for coming by. I appreciate your comments....

God Bless!

Unregistered user # Tuesday, November 11, 2008 7:59:46 PM

Damaris writes: Hey sarah my Dad is cool He gives me any thing that I want.

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 # Tuesday, November 11, 2008 10:24:51 PM

Dude that is frikkin awesome~!

Unregistered user # Saturday, June 27, 2009 10:52:43 PM

Abbiecat writes: i am so sorry about your dad that is a lovely story

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 # Sunday, June 28, 2009 11:42:05 AM

Thank you Abbiecat.

Unregistered user # Sunday, May 2, 2010 6:01:29 AM

victor murillo writes: You look very happy in that picture. I enjoyed reading your thougths about your dad. I am separated from my 15 year old daughter, she lives in New York City with the mother, I am in Costa Rica right now. I missed her terribly now. Your words about your dad are touching. love, vic from new york and costa rica

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 # Monday, May 3, 2010 5:59:17 PM

Hi Victor, Yes, I was very happy in the pic. I hope that you visit my blog again and start one of your own to tell about your journey.

Unregistered user # Friday, October 22, 2010 10:39:51 PM

Anonymous writes: shutup ffs.. my dad died wen i was 8 and he got stabbed to death.. i watched him die mate.. and it wernt nice. so yee i no how u feel. but go on asnd carrii on this waii mate.. sorry bwt ya dad.. but uu new it was comin tho rite?!

Sarah Dreamsangel292005 # Sunday, October 24, 2010 11:10:22 AM

Anonymous, I advise you to see a therapist. Wishing you the best.

Unregistered user # Friday, October 29, 2010 9:19:28 AM

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