Monday, 13. October 2008, 08:54:12
just wondering if things could possibly get any worse.
Sunday, 12. October 2008, 03:39:59
i still need here. this is like my diary. i need to say things that can't be heard and here is all i have.
i am sad.
i'm starting to dread going back to ohio for christmas. i'll say i don't know why, but really...i do. i just hate going back to things when i think i've moved on. and i don't want to do it anymore. i've decided that besides vacations or visiting my family, i don't want to go back to ohio. i refuse to move back in with my parents after graduating or stay any longer than i really have to. i just know i can do better. and i want to. and i will. and that requires no more going back to how things were.
it's time to grow up. no doubling back now.
i cried today. it's been a long time. i still hate it.
Tuesday, 7. October 2008, 06:38:21
i'm starting a new blog. this has become like my secret diary. and the new one will be something that i might allow other humans i know to check out. i'll still write here. because there are some things that i need to say but that should never be said, or at least never heard by ears that have seen my face (willyum excepted -- you get to know all my secrets if you want to hear them).
so that is my news.
sometimes i think i am over the boy. then dumb things happen. this time apart is good though. i bought my plane ticket back for christmas. i'll be home for a little more than two weeks and it'll be fun and i'm happy to be going back. but there's a lot to go before that.
check out my new blog:
http://www.annaislikethat.blogspot.com/
Monday, 6. October 2008, 01:11:40
“you rescue the unwitting victims of a boat accident,” he said in an e-mail message. “you bail out an experienced captain who sailed knowingly into a storm. there are no innocent victims here except the american taxpayer. wall street, which should have known better, is getting bailed out.”
Monday, 29. September 2008, 06:38:20
me.
overall awesome. on top of being incredibly behind on everything in my life and working on six different shows (two lighting designs, one as master electrician, three as an electrician) and trying to keep my head above water in my various classes, plus TEACHING a class...it's no wonder my body has stopped functioning well.
plus maybe malnutrition. i can't imagine i get all the vitamins i need on a daily basis since breakfast is a slimfast drink and lunch and dinner are each a peanut butter sandwich.
so let's pretend like i'm surprised. i guess i'm not. but it's still lame.
in other news, i'm making some new friends around here. the latest are a pair of boys who live down the street. their beards are cute and they dress sort of emo, but very trendy. plus glasses. yay for new boys.
plus tall blonde football-player-boy who has become new best friend. incredibly attractive but pretty off-limits since we're trying to be friends. we'll see how that goes.
a few other random boys, but none worth mentioning. still (surprisingly) keeping in touch with my ohio boys, including k-boy and some others. maybe i'm not the worst long-distance-friend after all.
well i should be doing homework or sleeping or figuring out how to make more efficient use of my time. either way. something besides writing here.
OH. and i saw iron man last night. fabulous. highly recommended.
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