just like any other "first-timer"?...
Tuesday, 13. May 2008, 19:46:12
I actually looked at the clock right now to see how long will I sit in front of this blanc page... time elapsed - one minute.
This is like that awkward minute of silence when you meet somebody for the first time and you don't know where to begin. Except that with a person, unlike with this blog, you can't press the delete button and so you're stuck with that horrible first impression... that usually has nothing to do with what you really are.
Well, this blog, as it is my first one, I'd like it to be like the real me... in which case it might turn out to be very random an even more confusing...
You see, I probably should've started with an outline, a plan of some sort, which then should be executed in a cohesive and well organised manner.
But that is just sooooo not me!
I've got to tell you that I'm one of those people who,(on a lot of occasions) know exactly what, when and how things should be done, but never actually do it that way. Now, it might be the lack of some organising skills, but it also can be that it's just a lot more fun that way...
Ok, I know it's only fun for me. For the people around me it's just confusing and by now I probably lost you (the "you" who's reading this) somwhere in between the lines of this pure confusion... Oh well, there's always a price to pay, huh?
But if you're still with me, I just want to let you know that...
Well, I would love to write here that it's going to get better, that with time I'll get used to this whole blogging thing and you'll get used to me and it will all be nice and clear in the end...
But that just wouldn't be true...
The truth is that anything you read on this page is going to be just as confusing and unstrustured as it is now. It's probably gonna have a lot of typos and misspellings and a logic trail that only few can follow... and by "few" I mean my closest friends and maybe few psychiatrists...
So there, you've been warned.
But if you feel some strange, compulsive and somewhat perverted need to torture your brain and read what I have to say, be my guest... at your own risk!
PS. (I don't think blogs have PS's hmm...) Anyways, I just wanted to add that I had this great urge to hit the delete button... but I'm not going to, only because I would feel like a total sucker and a coward afterwards...
now I'm done.
(time elapsed - 20 min.)
This is like that awkward minute of silence when you meet somebody for the first time and you don't know where to begin. Except that with a person, unlike with this blog, you can't press the delete button and so you're stuck with that horrible first impression... that usually has nothing to do with what you really are.
Well, this blog, as it is my first one, I'd like it to be like the real me... in which case it might turn out to be very random an even more confusing...
You see, I probably should've started with an outline, a plan of some sort, which then should be executed in a cohesive and well organised manner.
But that is just sooooo not me!
I've got to tell you that I'm one of those people who,(on a lot of occasions) know exactly what, when and how things should be done, but never actually do it that way. Now, it might be the lack of some organising skills, but it also can be that it's just a lot more fun that way...
Ok, I know it's only fun for me. For the people around me it's just confusing and by now I probably lost you (the "you" who's reading this) somwhere in between the lines of this pure confusion... Oh well, there's always a price to pay, huh?
But if you're still with me, I just want to let you know that...
Well, I would love to write here that it's going to get better, that with time I'll get used to this whole blogging thing and you'll get used to me and it will all be nice and clear in the end...
But that just wouldn't be true...
The truth is that anything you read on this page is going to be just as confusing and unstrustured as it is now. It's probably gonna have a lot of typos and misspellings and a logic trail that only few can follow... and by "few" I mean my closest friends and maybe few psychiatrists...
So there, you've been warned.
But if you feel some strange, compulsive and somewhat perverted need to torture your brain and read what I have to say, be my guest... at your own risk!
PS. (I don't think blogs have PS's hmm...) Anyways, I just wanted to add that I had this great urge to hit the delete button... but I'm not going to, only because I would feel like a total sucker and a coward afterwards...
now I'm done.
(time elapsed - 20 min.)
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