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Jus giving you all the 911 of whatever the hell is going on in my head.

Time was soo bad that i even lost my watch !

Sunday, 4. October 2009, 05:38:06

sorry for not calling u last nite honey.
Don be mad :left:
i've been busy trying to get crap done at office :ko:

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OMG !!!!!

Monday, 31. August 2009, 21:43:44

Dear puls, i’m not sure where to begin with but thanx foe the message. I never expected that, A thousand and one emotions went through my system in millisecond. For one i do cherish ur friendship. I don know y u have such effect on me. I can say that I have had some of the most wonderful times with you that I have ever had in my entire life, so much, we have shared things and conversations about our lives, our families that I would never do with anyone else. The main reason for that is because I trust you, To be quite honest with you, I don't trust people very easily as you very well know, and I could probably say the same for you.
whether you want to admit it or not, ur mom never talked to me insted she talked at me !!!! i don know how to make u understand all that stuff but i’m outta all that ! don’t take it in a wrong way but I never feel like building it back. As far as intimacy goes, I don't do that because it's a need. I do that because I'm showing you in another way just how much I enjoy being with you that I do in fact care about you, yes, as a friend also a little bit more, you have to admit that one started all that kinda.... !

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:D Swine fluuuuu..... !

Monday, 24. August 2009, 20:24:10

High fever, severe cold, headache and running nose ensured me three things :
1, NHS considerd these as symptoms as swine flu and i gotto stay home for one week that i don mind at all
2, Lots and lots of late nite movies, chats, fones
3, Read random e books on flirting, which is etched in my psyche.
and the bonus is that u take sick leave with a sick pay for it.
some times ill on bed jus reminds me of flashbacks of that infamous night where i was in hospital, how do i get over and deal with that the fear of concussion the bruising on me face, back and chest the pain i suffered and the mental scarring i have then. yukkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..... i hate that ! I know it wont happen again. but it jus looks similar like a Deja vu muvi all of a sudden p: it's my last muvi for today jus finished that a few minutes back. lolll. i wud have never done such a idiotic thing like going back into past like him for saving a dead girl friend and perfectly none of my X's deserve such suicidal rescue mission :lol: n not "G" in particular !
:frown: ok, it's already time my gal started giving IM's regarding the health regulations which she imposed, coz of this idotic flu :-s
it's better going back to bed b4 she starts rebuking at me.

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Weird !

Thursday, 20. August 2009, 03:59:44

Everything seems insignificant; except those which actually should. Tommrow i complete the 40 working hours of this week. sun to wed, I died for that period of time. Hectic, Work Work work !!!!!! The remaining 4 days i planed to do my assignment which shud be submitted by monday and Exam on tuesday :cry:
A big sorry to those who i might hurt during this phase.where i really do not know what to talk about without feeling sorry. A bigger sorry to a certain person, and thanks for being there. i am so tired at the end of the day that i hardly hear the mobile ringing beside me !

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Messed up.

Monday, 13. July 2009, 03:12:41

Cheered up wid "g"'s call this morning p: .
Tongue-lashing me in all the ways he cud ! Atleast he tried :D it tuk me some time to get out of that.
i was still flying in those thoughts and and signed off the messenger while my gal was still online, i thought our conversation in that crooked situation might jus lure her to some wrong ideas ! coz i really talk worst when i'm in a bad mood. i'm in so much pain sometimes and i feel like pushing everyone away from me.

It jus tuk me some time to realise that what have i done, God , i started feeling all sorts at that moment !
I just want me back to get better .......so i dont end up pushing the most important person away from me! That has happened before as well and im not gonna let that happen to me again!
don know what she was thinking at that moment ...i tried for atleast 10 times, shez'nt answering. some one calling me the same time and the 3 bloddy voice mail alets beeping on the Screens ! wat a mess :cry: !!!

after all that continuous calling she lift da call like a princesses and gave me a silly reason that she frgt her fone at the desk and watching TV !
ERRRrrr.... :irked:
whatever .. i was jus releved !

Thought for the day : never call a hecky person in the morning or u mess up ur whole day.

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