Orcs are Green.

I am not like this usually. I don't let things get me down but I cried and cried and cried……for hours, tonight there were just tears running down my cheeks. I always used to think that time can sink my pain but every moment i spent with her makes it too hard to forget even it was just amplified day by day. i suddenly felt like Pleading her to stay in my life, don't just completely shut me out. And let her know that everything I've done for her was real and was done with real feeling. I'm stupid for even wanting her back after all the pain but I still can't digest that the person I love most is just a sad memory now.
Sorry if it sounds all muddled, its just the way im feeling right now.