Words were floating on the breeze...

As I saw that I'm coffee, I wanted to see what kind of coffee am I! Thanks to solid cooper for the test!

You Are Coffee

You are highly ambitious and goal oriented. You feel like there isn't enough time in your day to get it all done. You are outgoing and creative. You love talking with people, thinking up crazy plans, and then acting immediately on them. When it comes to caffeine, you'd like a refill. You can almost always use an energy boost. Life is too short. You're going to get as much out of it as you can. You live for today.

You Are an Espresso

At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high

That's totally me!

Wow!!!!

I've been in and out (more out) in the last weeks and my blog is still one of the most readed! I'm in the second page, right between the 60th most readed Opera blogs!!!

I'm proud!!! And of course I have to keep this position!

I have to apologyze my friends and readers for being out, but as I said a time ago, I was needing. And seems that all my effort gave me some success!!!! Yay!!!

Well, I didn't get a job (yet) but I'm still waiting for the answer. I guess it won't be this year anymore, because of the crisis; you know... this global crisis is affecting the whole world and it's not different here. All the industries are being affected. They didn't fired people (yet) but started to cut many advantages to the employees! That's bad! And that's why I think an industry will not hire someone in this moment. They'll better wait, and with good reasons.

For me, while I was waiting, I started to do other things.

I signed to a college to make more one course, and this time I chose something I always wanted. Law.
That's right! When I was 17 and first went college I want to study Law, but all my family said to me 'What??? Are you planning to be a jail door lawyer??' - that is told here to the bad lawyers who graduate and are mediocre (looks like they have to be in the jail door to have clients)... and in that time, a long time ago, a lawyer's life here used to be like that. So, I was afraid and decided to listen them.

Then, I chose the health section, more specifically, to become a doctor. But I wasn't fine in the exams and didn't pass. In fact, I just signed for medicine because my father wanted very much (he wanted a doctor in the family to have free treatment ) and that was not something I loved.

I waited for one year and as I was already a Chemical Technician, I decided to choose the area I was already in: Chemistry.

And so, I did. I made the exams and was accepted. Did it. And here I am. But now, I want to do something else and decided to keep my time full not just with mom and house things, but something I could be proud of myself and could feel useful. I feel great these days. You know that days when you feel you can do whatever you want?? Yes, I'm feeling it! And excited to start this new course, this new vision, this new life!

But something that will happen first and will happen this week is the course I have to do to take my drive license. Yes!!! It's a shame, I know! But I never had the chance to take it before. Here in Brazil it's too expensive (in our money, reais) to have the drive license and it's too bureaucratic too.

First, you go the Traffic Department and give your documents. Id, etc. Take a photo. So, you pay. And you have to see a doctor (chosen by the Department) to have sure you're not crazy or blind! Then, you make a psychologic test. Many questions and a psycology tells you you're not crazy and you can drive.

After this, you make this course. All about laws. All the possible and imaginable laws and you have to know them all. You make a test. If you pass, ok, then you go to the streets, with a professor. Like a personal professor that is in the car with you, showing all you can and can't do. So, after 15 hours of class in the streets, you're able to do the final test!! And that's the worst! (I guess I had a déja vu now!! I told you all those steps before didn't I??)

Well, last year I did all this. And failed in the last exam. Just because I didn't stop in a turn that hadn't no cars!!!!!!! Yes! And I lost the deadline... and have to do all again. But I promise this time I'll pass. It's a shame a 30 year old woman with no drive license!!!

Next Thursday I'll start the course (about laws), it will be 2 long weeks... and then the exam. But it's ok, it's not so hard! That will be my life for the next 2 weeks... and let's wait the next news!

Christmas is coming and maybe till there, new emotions will come!

I'll do a job interview this afternoon!

I'm anxious!

See you at night!

The best in have married again is that in this time everyone was really happy. People in our family, mine and Francis, were really emotive and happy.

I can't forget the image in my mind of my sister smiling all the time. And my brother with tears in his eyes. My daughter using a princess dress and walking through the salloon and smiling, hugging me and telling how happy she was finally.

My friends there, telling me that finally I was having what I always deserved to, and everybody saying that the party was amazing.

You know, I passed a whole year, thinking, searching, paying, controlling, defining all the details, selecting songs, dress, decoration, food, etc, but deep down I never thought it would be so perfect as it was. We chose for the simple. We didn't want a show, but a marriage where we could enjoy and feel comfortable and of course our guests too. And so we had it. The service of the buffet was great. Seems that the Gods and the Universe were working for us in that night! (If you believe in more than one God or in forces of the Univese )

After have a great party (oh, I threw the bouquet and my friend Ariana got it! She was asking for it the whole night 'Give me your bouquet pleeeeease' and in the end, she got it! ) we went our apartment to take our baggage and go to the airport.

Yes, we flew after our party. If I was tired?? No way!!!! I was totally happy, how could I be tired or bored? Never!!!

We went to the airport and just wait about 1 hour and so we went to Fortaleza!!!

Some people in Brazil don't like Fortaleza. Francis heard someone saying that he would never go to Fortaleza even if he could receive it for free ass****!!!! Someone who says it doesn't know the paradise this city is.

Fortaleza is a city in Northeast Brazil, full of beaches and small cities around full of beaches. Fortaleza has a lot to do and places to visit. And it's amazing how people are gentle and polite there. Of course they're too much used to treat tourists like that but we don't see this treatment in Manaus, for example, or in São Paulo.

What we noted in every person who we asked for some information or even a seller where we bought something was that they used to give us a 'Good Luck' That was funny and interesting but we felt it very nice from them.

The city is really big and the first thing you note when you arrive is the wind. Jesus!! I wanna live there!! Sun in the whole year. And is very hot! But you don't feel it cos it's so windy that you don't feel your skin burning (like here! )

We rented a car and so we took it in the airport. The flight was fine, I slept and could take a rest a little and we arrived in Fortaleza about 10 am. We went to an apartment of Francis' sister, which is located in the best beach of Fortaleza called Praia do Futuro (or Future Beach ) very very near the beach. A big apartment, with a good view. Near the beach and windy, sunny... with a car... What more should I ask???

After find the apartment and put all our baggage safe, time to drive through the city! We got a restaurant to have lunch and we decided to get back to sleep! We didn't sleep yet! Just a nap! Our first day there was fine. In the night, we went to the shore to see the 'Feirinha' a part where people seel things. Pictures, art, clothes, shoes, typical food and art and many other stuff. We didn't buy anything (in the first day ) but we could see things and have an idea of how people there enjoy their nights. It's easy to have fun there. Many restaurants, concerts, expositions, museums, etc.

We spent 9 days there and had lots of fun!