Words were floating on the breeze...

Wow!!!!

I've been in and out (more out) in the last weeks and my blog is still one of the most readed! I'm in the second page, right between the 60th most readed Opera blogs!!!

I'm proud!!! And of course I have to keep this position!

I have to apologyze my friends and readers for being out, but as I said a time ago, I was needing. And seems that all my effort gave me some success!!!! Yay!!!

Well, I didn't get a job (yet) but I'm still waiting for the answer. I guess it won't be this year anymore, because of the crisis; you know... this global crisis is affecting the whole world and it's not different here. All the industries are being affected. They didn't fired people (yet) but started to cut many advantages to the employees! That's bad! And that's why I think an industry will not hire someone in this moment. They'll better wait, and with good reasons.

For me, while I was waiting, I started to do other things.

I signed to a college to make more one course, and this time I chose something I always wanted. Law.
That's right! When I was 17 and first went college I want to study Law, but all my family said to me 'What??? Are you planning to be a jail door lawyer??' - that is told here to the bad lawyers who graduate and are mediocre (looks like they have to be in the jail door to have clients)... and in that time, a long time ago, a lawyer's life here used to be like that. So, I was afraid and decided to listen them.

Then, I chose the health section, more specifically, to become a doctor. But I wasn't fine in the exams and didn't pass. In fact, I just signed for medicine because my father wanted very much (he wanted a doctor in the family to have free treatment ) and that was not something I loved.

I waited for one year and as I was already a Chemical Technician, I decided to choose the area I was already in: Chemistry.

And so, I did. I made the exams and was accepted. Did it. And here I am. But now, I want to do something else and decided to keep my time full not just with mom and house things, but something I could be proud of myself and could feel useful. I feel great these days. You know that days when you feel you can do whatever you want?? Yes, I'm feeling it! And excited to start this new course, this new vision, this new life!

But something that will happen first and will happen this week is the course I have to do to take my drive license. Yes!!! It's a shame, I know! But I never had the chance to take it before. Here in Brazil it's too expensive (in our money, reais) to have the drive license and it's too bureaucratic too.

First, you go the Traffic Department and give your documents. Id, etc. Take a photo. So, you pay. And you have to see a doctor (chosen by the Department) to have sure you're not crazy or blind! Then, you make a psychologic test. Many questions and a psycology tells you you're not crazy and you can drive.

After this, you make this course. All about laws. All the possible and imaginable laws and you have to know them all. You make a test. If you pass, ok, then you go to the streets, with a professor. Like a personal professor that is in the car with you, showing all you can and can't do. So, after 15 hours of class in the streets, you're able to do the final test!! And that's the worst! (I guess I had a déja vu now!! I told you all those steps before didn't I??)

Well, last year I did all this. And failed in the last exam. Just because I didn't stop in a turn that hadn't no cars!!!!!!! Yes! And I lost the deadline... and have to do all again. But I promise this time I'll pass. It's a shame a 30 year old woman with no drive license!!!

Next Thursday I'll start the course (about laws), it will be 2 long weeks... and then the exam. But it's ok, it's not so hard! That will be my life for the next 2 weeks... and let's wait the next news!

Christmas is coming and maybe till there, new emotions will come!