Life

Its been two months since we last saw each other. You meant the world to me, I would of given my life for you. I was willing to leave my family for you. I even hid our relationship from them for three months... But you didn't know how to appreciate all the love I was giving you. And now after all this time you try to come back into my life telling me that you miss me and that you love me. How am I suppose to believe that, when all you did was hurt me. Tell me what happen to your new girl??? Did she realize that she couldn't be happy with you or did you tell her that you still love me??? All I want is to be happy and being with you all I feel is pain. I wish that things were different they're not. You still don't know what you want, and I do. I want to be with a person who knows what they have when they have me in their life. I'm tired of feeling pain. Please understand that I don't love you anymore, yeah I still care about you...But I don't love you. You made that love disappear with your lies and your indifference. What do you want me to do now?? Do you want me to forgive you or do you want me to go back with you? Well I could forgive you but I can't go back to being your girl. You need to understand that I want something better. I'm sorry to say this but it's time to let go and move on with our lives. It's time to go our separate ways....