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A Parting

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When I saw Angeliki's status, I hoped it wasn't true, that Sugarwinx, pictured here with her beloved BB, had taken down her blog, but when I investigated I learned the truth is far worse than my assumption; that our Esther has passed away in a house fire in her sleep. I don't want that to be true. I want to see her witty banter across opera in days and days ahead. I want to read more of her posts full of color, shine and sparkle. I want to see her beautiful smile again and again.

I removed myself from my life and from myopera for so long while I wandered deeper and deeper into that dark depression cave. I assumed that the people that brightened my day that and I considered friends would always be there when I returned. I've taken people for granted while I was in my darkness. Don't you take anyone for granted, in this operaland or in the rest of your world. This life is but a vapor and gone too soon.

We are parted from our Esthersugar. Rest Peacefully, Dear Girl.

:heart: ~muse

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debplatt 23. September 2009, 23:21

My condolences for your loss.

ellinidata 23. September 2009, 23:39

:cry:
yes, my status were real... rip

she will be missed, she was a sunshine into our lives...

" I assumed that the people that brightened my day that and I considered friends would always be there when I returned. I've taken people for granted while I was in my darkness. "

no honey,
you did not take anything or anybody for granted,
you did what you had to do,
in order to cope with a very difficult time in your life...

I am very proud of what you did manage on your own ,
and I sure am
very happy to have you into my life...

this is a very sweet tribute
to our sunshine,
I thank you for it,
and I know Esther smiles reading all the love
we all express
in various posts :smile:





barefoot_muse 24. September 2009, 00:15

:cry: Thank you Deb and thank you Angeliki for your ((hugs)) and words. I wish I had better words, but all I can say is thank you and I'm glad for you both. :smile: I know she's smiling too, so I'm going to smile and be thankful for her sunshine. :smile:

ellinidata 24. September 2009, 00:37

she wouldn't like it any different !

Just look at her status and you will smile again :smile:

barefoot_muse 24. September 2009, 00:58

Her status is a amazing, isn't it? :smile:

ellinidata 24. September 2009, 01:37

it sure is :smile: no surprise there :heart:

studio41 24. September 2009, 04:56

I'm sorry, I am confused about what happened. but, I'm sorry Angeliki for your loss, and muse, as well... :heart:

ellinidata 24. September 2009, 11:00

:o: thank you for your kind comment,
one of our Opera friends lost her life in a fire,
she was only 24 and full of life...
:frown: we did find out by her mother...
see Dakotah post titled " Esther" for more pictures and comments :smile:

I hope all is well with you,
:smile:

H82typ 24. September 2009, 11:10

*hugs* :frown:

demiphonic 26. September 2009, 02:33

she was my best friend on Opera Jess :frown: ...I miss her so much :frown: see my memorial for her here. :frown:

demiphonic 26. September 2009, 02:34

she was 20 ellinidata.. the age on her blog was wrong... still too young to die though. :frown:

ellinidata 26. September 2009, 02:45

yes,she was young and she had so much to give!
I did see at your post she was 28, I thank you for the info there...
I always say age is a number and
numbers are just numbers,
even if a person is 98 people that love him/her are not ready to see that person go...
I do feel that,
all of you that made a post in her memory ,
you are getting an extra angel on your shoulder by her, and I know Esther smiles down to all of us :smile:

demiphonic 26. September 2009, 02:49

Thanks for your support :smile: ...I'm sure she made your life happier as she did mine :smile:

wickedlizard 26. September 2009, 15:26

:frown: :heart:

barefoot_muse 27. September 2009, 19:23

thanks and hugs to you, dennis, randy, isabel, and angeliki.

demiphonic 27. September 2009, 22:38

I love how the blue thread in her hair she put in BB's as well :lol: she was too cute p: :D

wickedlizard 27. September 2009, 23:30

:heart:

barefoot_muse 27. September 2009, 23:41

:happy: yep too cute!

debplatt 28. September 2009, 03:25

When I went and read the newspaper account of the fire, nothing about it made sense.

I didn't know Esther as the rest of you knew her, but I'm also saddened.

barefoot_muse 30. September 2009, 22:12

It is a very sad thing which has happened here, this traumatic loss of life and the fire have quite an impact on one.
the community has experienced a loss and are remembering,but if the loss is more of an empty space, someone you didn't have the chance to know, you've still lost something, someone, but how do you get to face the loss without anything to remember or express about them.
It must be hard also for the people who are parents to think of someone young maybe near the age of their children passing.

FXM256 1. October 2009, 09:36

Hi Muse, I too miss Esther and pray for her family. Sorry to hear that you have been depressed, but I also pray for you too. There are people that care who you will find both online and offline.

barefoot_muse 6. October 2009, 18:22

thank you very much marcus. i think you are quite right, there are many people who care, i just need to see them.

studio41 7. October 2009, 09:54

how tragic, I'm sorry you all for your travesty, what a loss. :heart:

demiphonic 14. October 2009, 00:52

wow.. sad story GreenIrishEyes ...sorry to hear that.

demiphonic 14. October 2009, 07:55

lol... hang in there girl. we are all dealing with some heavy stuff. Time will heal us all. :smile:

barefoot_muse 15. October 2009, 01:33

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss GreenIrishEyes :frown: I can't imagine how hard it would be to lose the one you love in such a way. I am sending you lots of ((hugs))
I am glad that myopera has been helpful. We will be here for you to lean on as we can. This is a wonderful community, it is very supportive and welcoming.
I hope your physical recovery goes swiftly and you can be out taking more cool pictures :up:
I look forward to 2010 with you a new start will be nice, of course I'm trying to learn to treat every day as a new start . . . :smile:

barefoot_muse 15. October 2009, 01:40

Thank you Jill. :heart:

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