Bella

I was going to another suburb area visiting my grandma for a week.. One day, at 8am, I called my fiancé.. and I heard a woman picked it up.. I tried to calm down and said that I was looking for my fiancé..and she answered he was in the bathroom.. Shortly, my fia was CHEATING me!! I was devastated..Torn into pieces.. suffocating..Hope I woke up in this terribly nightmare! I convinced my self this didnt real..but unfortunately it was..

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"I Surrender"

Thursday, November 8, 2007 1:54:32 AM

SUICIDE?? How fool I am!

I often say that I have big problems.. I can't bear it.. I can't face it.. A lot of burdens in my life.. Sometimes I cry a lot.. burst in tears.. I'm so tired.. Once, "SUICIDE" come across in my mind.. SO STUPID, didnt I? Till one day, I heard a song.. it said that I have a GREAT GOD.. GREATER than my problems!! GREATER than everything! All I need is 'SURRENDER'.. GOD please HELP ME!!

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