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i do NOT have to rely on others for my own happiness

给妹妹最后的话

你应该被呵护, 被珍惜, 被认真, 被深爱
被捧在手掌心上

你应该更自私, 更贪心, 更坚持, 更明白
将他的心全部霸占

你更应该追究属于自己的自由

patience... is what i don't have

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sometimes i feel that the people around me are stretching my patience too far.
i m tired of waiting, tired of holding back secons, minutes, hours, days, months and years for people who dont seem to give a hoot of it.

buses and trains who failed to arrive at the designated time with the expected availability.

jampacked lifts at morning rush hour and lunch hour. the only time i need not miss the lift is when i knock off simply becos my knock-off time is a couple hours after the crowd.

people who promised to call but never.

slow coaches which seem to be "laying eggs" or watsoever in public ladies rest room while others wait to do their "urgent business". of cos it's urgent, else we wouldn be in the toilet for goodness sake.

sister who made others wait while she spent "a while more" to finish her work every evening. well, i too have to work waiting to be done after i wash up and have dinner.

the person who promised a dream yet the wait of 3 years isnt good enough to justify that dream.

妹妹

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妹妹,

不要再伤心,不要再流泪
拾起你残留的点滴,勇敢的面对人生

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you are always leading me in circles with your inconsistent manners and instructions.

its frustrating ... nothing seem to please you... i won't bother anymore.

health

since beginning of the year, i haven't been in the pink of health.

first i had gastritis which a gastroscopy revealed that i had the helicobacter bacteria. i've completed my 3 weeks' of antibiotics and medication. next gastroscopy is in may to check if the bacteria has been removed.

interleaved with my frequent complaints of gastric pains, there was also constipation, especially during that time of the month. i had a colonoscope which did not reveal any abnormal observations (thankfully). but lifestyle changes to increase fluid intake, exercise and fibre did not help. i still get bouts of constipation and bad cramps.

finally, after 3 long months, i asked my doctor for an ultrasound scan of my uterus. got a cyst. 2cm.
doc says monitor and see if it goes off by itself.

so fingers crossed now. looking through my HR policy for the best plan to get reimbursement of the costs.

definitely not as healthy as i used to be.

i quit coffee

i quit coffee as of 16 Jan 2008, due to gastric concerns.

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i cannot support u to hurt me like this.

never in my life ..

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never in my life ... have i been so hurt
never in my life ... have i been so cheated
never in my life ... have i been so disappointed

never have i felt so hopeless before.

of admin support and attitude

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i feel that in my company, admin support and good attitude seem to be mutually exclusive. they simply cannot exist in the same package.

today i sent a request for my corporate comms dept to print some slides in colour (yes, my company only has colour printer for "authorised" people. the colour printer that i am authorised to use always breaks down and i suspect it's one of those rejected ones from corporate comms dept). the lady picked up my call with a sleepy voice, seemingly telling me that i am a pain in her a**.

maybe i m too sensitive, maybe my expectations of these people are too high. i cannot help but think back on the incident i had last week with the IT girl.(see link)

i would very much prefer if our admin and IS support can offer better "professional" services to us service professionals who earn their salary by swallowing our pride and cracking our brains for our clients.

ice cream

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oh oh! there's something i forgot to blog about.

while my folks were out of town, i made .... rum and raisin icecream!!!..
it's my first attempt... the mixture is kinda too soft and icy, cos i din really measure the ingredients right down to accuracy.. all i did was a rough gauge.

it turns out nice. the taste is there.. not bad for a first timer.

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