Fredagsmys
Friday, 20. November 2009, 10:23:05
It’s weird how I think about blogging pretty much every day, but never get around to it. It’s tempting to say that I don’t have time for it, but that’s only partly true. It’s not like I don’t waste any time online … I should be blogging instead of playing FarmVille, for example. FarmVille is oddly addictive, though. I can’t for the life of me say what makes one stick to it, and I never thought that I would get caught when my sister sent me an invite as she needed more neighbours, but … I got hooked. I guess that it might be partly because my former addiction, FluffFriends, don’t work very well anymore … it’s too slow to be any fun at all, even though I love the cute critters there. Hm, but it’s not like FarmVille is without bugs. In fact, the whole of FaceBook drives me crazy right now, with everything that goes wrong all the time … not to mention the fact that the network at work really suck and kicks one out all the time. I realize that giving us Internet access for leisure isn’t a priority, but also the programs we use for work itself load and work extremely slowly and tend to bug … annoying, to say the least!
Today we have a bit of sunshine in Göteborg, but there sure hasn’t been a lot of that lately. They said on the news today that we’ve had 3,3 hours of sunshine in the whole of November … Is it any wonder that people feel tired and depressed? I really shouldn’t blog today, as that is what I feel, and considering my low amount of entries these days, it’s kind of sad if I write a negative one when my life in general is positive and I feel good most of the time. However, today I feel low. I can’t really put my finger on it, but the feeling hit me some time last night, and now it won’t let go. I just feel small and insignificant … and I am so tired. I hardly slept at all tonight, and when I did, I slept badly. I had a hard time falling asleep, as those dark feelings had taken a hold of me, and when I finally did, I dreamt that I was moving into a small, damp, lonely and cramped space that looked a lot like the room where I park my bike at home. A small, concrete room … and I had to try to squeeze some things in there … and I felt so utterly lonely. So I woke with that feeling, and my back was aching so much and I felt so uncomfortable both in flesh and mind that I couldn’t get back to sleep … Argh! I hate nights like this. They don’t come often anymore, though … thanks to my sweetheart. Him putting his arms around me in the morning, holding me tight and telling me that he wanted me to stay there with him instead of going to work made me feel a bit better, but … I still feel … I don’t know. Small.
There is a commercial whose jingle everyone sings around here, especially on Fridays … it talks about making Fridays cosy (“fredagsmys”) … but, seriously, why should we just be cosy and snuggle and enjoy ourselves on Fridays? A. and I decided against that, and have been talking about “onsdagsmys”, “torsdagsmys” etc. I suppose that noone will be surprised if I say that we belive in cuddling and trying to make the evening cosy every day, and not just on Fridays?!
In general I think that people focus too much on the weekends. I mean, it’s nice to have two full days off, not having to get up early and all that … but it’s sad when people seem to live only for the weekends, making the other five days not really count … like they are insignificant and just a piece of road that you need to travel to get to your goal, while every day should be a goal in itself, right? It’s sad if we only two out of seven days a week, right? That would, after all, mean that we spend 71,5 % of our lives longing for the other 28,5%. Hm. This said, the commercial is for snacks, such as crisps … so you’re not supposed to be healthy while cuddling 
Me, I certainly prefer a nice dinner and then a cup of tea with cookies. What about you?
(And the Opera editing tools still don't work for me - what is up with this site?
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Today we have a bit of sunshine in Göteborg, but there sure hasn’t been a lot of that lately. They said on the news today that we’ve had 3,3 hours of sunshine in the whole of November … Is it any wonder that people feel tired and depressed? I really shouldn’t blog today, as that is what I feel, and considering my low amount of entries these days, it’s kind of sad if I write a negative one when my life in general is positive and I feel good most of the time. However, today I feel low. I can’t really put my finger on it, but the feeling hit me some time last night, and now it won’t let go. I just feel small and insignificant … and I am so tired. I hardly slept at all tonight, and when I did, I slept badly. I had a hard time falling asleep, as those dark feelings had taken a hold of me, and when I finally did, I dreamt that I was moving into a small, damp, lonely and cramped space that looked a lot like the room where I park my bike at home. A small, concrete room … and I had to try to squeeze some things in there … and I felt so utterly lonely. So I woke with that feeling, and my back was aching so much and I felt so uncomfortable both in flesh and mind that I couldn’t get back to sleep … Argh! I hate nights like this. They don’t come often anymore, though … thanks to my sweetheart. Him putting his arms around me in the morning, holding me tight and telling me that he wanted me to stay there with him instead of going to work made me feel a bit better, but … I still feel … I don’t know. Small. There is a commercial whose jingle everyone sings around here, especially on Fridays … it talks about making Fridays cosy (“fredagsmys”) … but, seriously, why should we just be cosy and snuggle and enjoy ourselves on Fridays? A. and I decided against that, and have been talking about “onsdagsmys”, “torsdagsmys” etc. I suppose that noone will be surprised if I say that we belive in cuddling and trying to make the evening cosy every day, and not just on Fridays?!
In general I think that people focus too much on the weekends. I mean, it’s nice to have two full days off, not having to get up early and all that … but it’s sad when people seem to live only for the weekends, making the other five days not really count … like they are insignificant and just a piece of road that you need to travel to get to your goal, while every day should be a goal in itself, right? It’s sad if we only two out of seven days a week, right? That would, after all, mean that we spend 71,5 % of our lives longing for the other 28,5%. Hm. This said, the commercial is for snacks, such as crisps … so you’re not supposed to be healthy while cuddling Me, I certainly prefer a nice dinner and then a cup of tea with cookies. What about you?(And the Opera editing tools still don't work for me - what is up with this site?
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