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A CHILD OF THE WORLD! That, i am!! In all its lush and splender.. Desert Water Wind, Fire Rain Land, its Strength and oh its childlike Gentleness. THE WORLD IS MY HOME.. and just holding the globe in my hands, eyes, i am of joy..

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Talk about being greedy!

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If today was one of those days where we start dying because of sinning?.. I sure wouldn't be writing this post right now.
why?.. if any of you reading this post have at one point read or studied the Bible, then you would know that eating more than you need - at one point, is a sin. Basically.. being greedy is a sin! Homer: Doh! and it so happens that i have been eating! today.. my tummy looks like i'm 5 months pregnant - nice, big and firm. :D :lol: :lol:
anyhow, i had a wedding this morning and catered platters instead of our usual buffet.. damn was that stuff gracious or what?.. wine you'll excuse me, i didn't take pictures coz i was too busy eating.. the moment the stuff was being packed out onto the platters was i onto them.. i mean really!.. apart from the fact that instead of breakfast this morning.. i was eating home-made meat balls which my chef made for a group that decided to cancel. Their loss, i probably ate about 1kg of that stuff, if not more.. one at a time.. they couldn't miss me in the kitchen this morning:lol:

:smile: munching on the sweet before the savoury.. eating both chicken and cheese puffs at the same time.. i ate whatever was in my path today.. some nice coconut tarts, chocolate balls, ham and cheese bakes, cheese sticks, chicken sosaties, seafood mix, schoepastry - however it's spelled..and many many more different goodies. you would think i hadn't eaten in a week.:o: :lol: but it's good, i feel good, and my stomach doesn't hurt..although i ate a lot, i streched everything in over 4 hours excluding the breakfast scenario. oh, and i even had some seafood as well too this morning. don't forget lots of coffee in the day.. :wink: i am gonna take some senekot for digestion before bed though. (that so happens to be the only kind of 'pill' i have in my cabinet - it was prescribed a little while ago when i wasn't really eating (i get those moments as well, when food or even the sound of it makes me wanna puke!))

(sigh):smile: i wouldn't mind more of those lovely babies though.. i snached up some fish cocktail bags i made last night and i'm gonna have those for supper tonight.. wait.. it's almost supper, i'm not hungry:D
oh and btw, looks like i still got the hands.. the group of people i had last night for supper i made a baked apple pie for them.. (me and the kitchen..:coffee: couldn't resist!)did they love it or what?:D :rolleyes: i'm bragging right?!.. ag what the hell, doesn't hurt to once in a while.. even my staff went crazy over it - no, they always go crazy whatever i cook.:D p: :lol:
anyhow, pray for me tonight so that i wake up still on earth tomorrow morning and not yet in heaven.. :lol: :lol:
but if so, this was a good sin :smile: it made me laugh that my tummy is so full and nice and firm.. i do feel like i'm carring something in there.. but i guess i'll know for sure if it's the same feeling once i'm really carrying something in there. haha..

a little secret.. food can make me crazy - just like the heat of the sun full blown on you.. it leaves me sprawled on the ground not knowing my name. :lol: (a little exagerated but i'm sure you caught that)
again; i just love good food that's all..

well.. cheers people.. i'm gonna see what else i can add to my plate for supper tonight :smile:

I made a realization.

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I just realised something... Whoever you meet, Wherever and in Whatever context; you can class them into Friends, Close Friends, Dependable Friends, Boyfriends, Girlfriends, Lovers and even Family... but all they really are is...they are just each a piece of the Puzzle of your life (as humangous as it may be) You dictate the direction of your course, You dictate the direction of their course towards you, and in your Life... You also may choose to Worry, Stress and Fuss or you may realise the impact those people have in your life and adore them for it. :smile: afterall, its ALL about 'you'! Something funny always seems to happen do i lose that focus... i get edgy, uncomfortable and i panic. and i seem to somehow lose self.. but it also builds a question to my wording........................

I've figured it out..

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:D I know what i want for Christmas!p:

Actions Speak LOUDER than Words!

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Do people understand that??... that actions do speak louder than words?!.. do people understand the balance in weight of what is said to what is expressed?? IT HURTS!.. and it hurts real good, especialy from the person you least expect. Same as making a promise and not coming through, or even trying your atmost best to come through for the individual,... having someone go back on their word for no apparent reason..it does get to the individual, they will know!..i will know!, doesnt matter aftr how many ages.. i can play tit4tat, but whats it gona benefit me? more aching?! more than a single shed of tear?! disappointment??!.. not ideal! i wouldnt make it my fault either cos i knw im not reading much into this, so what is the matter?.. things unrevel on their own, which is where the main truth, or story lies.. why has it become standard to say things that wil only be appealing to the listener? things you think they wana hear..if there is no ring of truth to it, what do you expect to achieve? what about the truth?! i do not like nor understand the aims in intentionaly bullshiting the next person. if its blue, put it as such and nt bring out a whole mess of colours to cloud it.. there is a difference between sincerity and bulshitin someone.. could be a fine line but its stil audible, its visible..and it makes me sick
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