Blacktear!

Do people understand that??... that actions do speak louder than words?!.. do people understand the balance in weight of what is said to what is expressed?? IT HURTS!.. and it hurts real good, especialy from the person you least expect. Same as making a promise and not coming through, or even trying your atmost best to come through for the individual,... having someone go back on their word for no apparent reason..it does get to the individual, they will know!..i will know!, doesnt matter aftr how many ages.. i can play tit4tat, but whats it gona benefit me? more aching?! more than a single shed of tear?! disappointment??!.. not ideal! i wouldnt make it my fault either cos i knw im not reading much into this, so what is the matter?.. things unrevel on their own, which is where the main truth, or story lies.. why has it become standard to say things that wil only be appealing to the listener? things you think they wana hear..if there is no ring of truth to it, what do you expect to achieve? what about the truth?! i do not like nor understand the aims in intentionaly bullshiting the next person. if its blue, put it as such and nt bring out a whole mess of colours to cloud it.. there is a difference between sincerity and bulshitin someone.. could be a fine line but its stil audible, its visible..and it makes me sick