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June 2008

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Ya ni sé lo que hago... Perdón

Ahora perdí a mi mejor amigo y a una hermana


Yo también...
Entiendo que el perdón a veces no es suficiente, pero ahora es lo único que me queda.

Por favor, perdoname...

Adolescencia

Y supuestamente esto tenía que ser una poesía, pero me faltó inspiración.
Según unos cuantos es una etapa de la vida que dura desde los 14 años hasta los.. ¿18, 19? Dicen que esta parte de la vida es cada vez más larga. Muchos hablan con las estadísticas en la mano, y otros lo dicen solo por la molestia que les causan algunas actitudes adolescentes. Y no justifico a nadie, pero hay personas que parecen haberse olvidado de qué es la adolescencia y de cómo se sentían cuando tenían esas edades.
Y es que a veces nos sentimos olvidados, confundidos, solos y perdidos. Y no sabemos qué hacer ni que decir. Y otras veces nos sentimos satisfechos, felices, seguros y preparados para cualquier cosa. Depende en qué momento nos agarren las circunstancias, si terminamos igual de satisfechos; o si sentimos nuevamente un estado de ánimo caprichoso o simplemente tan triste que ya no tenemos ganas de nada, y es cuando por nuestras cabezas pasa cualquier pensamiento estúpido... algunos nos controlamos y callamos, nos limitamos a sólo pensarlo en ese momento y reflexionar. Otros se atreven a enfrentar a la vida y desafiarla, sintiéndose lo suficientemente fuertes para ganarle, o desvalorizando lo que tienen pensando que no tienen nada que perder... y tienen mucho.
Y como cambia el clima, así cambian algunos de nuestros sentimientos. Y los pensamientos. Y las actitudes. Y nuestras maneras de amar, de entender, de vivir. Así maduramos, así crecemos. Sepan entender ustedes los adultos, sepan recordar...

Myself stabbed on my weak part

TESTS + HOMEWORK + LACK OF GOOD COMPANY + MISSING SOME PEOPLE I LOVE + BAD RELATIONSHIPS WITH SOME PEOPLE = SADNESS + DEPRESSION + ANGER

SADNESS + DEPRESSION + ANGER = EXTREMELY MOODY, BAD-TEMPERED GIRL



*Not completely accurate in some moments

Summary

During these last days, I've been thinking what to post. I felt I wanted to say something but I didn't know exactly what. So, I'll make a summary of the things that happened to me during, say, the last two weeks (or things that happened to others but interest me too).
First of all, my idol Roger Federer was beaten by Rafael Nadal in the French open Roland Garros. Really easy match for Nadal, I couldn't help my depression for days. I still hope Roger wins Wimbledon, which has been for years a succesful open for him. (Was this in the two-week-period I just said?) Anyway, I still remember it, that defeat really hurt.
The exams period started last Tuesday, with a pretty hard test which I believe I did relatively well.
We are begining to feel the cold weather already. Actually it was high time we did, we are about to start winter and 3 weeks ago we had summer days!!
I haven't been to Cordoba in these 2 weeks. Painful, painful thing. I want to see my niece!! She couldn't come for my birthday (both my sister and her husband work on Tuesdays). But although I won't go this weekend either, she will come ^.^ (unless they can't buy fuel, the farmers-government problems in Argentina are getting worse every day). I'm sure there will be no solution for weeks from now, but at least I hope things get just a little bit better so I can see my family.
Tomorrow it's my oldest brother's birthday. I haven't bought a present for him yet. I will make him a postcard and I will take my time to think what to give him. And on sunday we celebrate father's day. I haven't bought him a present either but I have just thought of buying a bottle of good wine. (Not a very original gift but it's easy to get and more or less affordable for my little pocket).
And last but not least, I'd like to dedicate a huge THANK YOU!! to two people: Sebastián, who started making a new design for me even though he didn't know how to do it. The new banner was his creation (excellent choice with that flower, I love it!). And also to Mauricio, who finished the design by giving it more life and colour =)
So... interesting days. Well, not that interesting I must admit, but not that bad either.

This has to make you smile!


xD Who doesn't laugh at this little chicken when it starts moving its feet? lol p:

Close to the end of my birthday...

I had been waiting for weeks the arrival of the 3rd of June, my birthday number 16. Today I made my three wishes, and for days I've been thinking of some resolutions for this age of my life. No, I don't make resolutions in New Years Day, just today.
Honestly, and it's not that I am being negative, but being 16 is the same than being 15, only that my about page changed a number, and I need a new id.
I got up early cause I had school, and I couldn't miss classes as I had a test. I came back at midday and had lunch with my parents, a friend, and some of my siblings. In the afternoon I didn't feel like going back to school so I stayed at home, and logged in here. I read all my comments, what made me feel good as I had many congratulations from people I like.
Later I went to gym classes to play handball, and then I went to play tennis. That felt extremely good, I love playing tennis. And I came back a while ago. I still have some time for dinner and a hot shower.
But the first thing I did during my birthday was last night at 12.03am. I opened the birthday card that my best friend sent me from Finland (she had written in the envelope that I could only open it the day of my birthday). That, and reading my comments here, were probably the only exciting things in the whole day...