I don't even understand myself
Monday, December 8, 2008 3:51:36 PM
I feel something strange but I have no idea what it is or why. I think it's a big confusion caused by many things I've been thinking about, and some things I've been told lately which really surprised me and left me speechless. And last night I had a strange dream too... I remember just some parts but it makes me feel so strange, a friend of mine appeared in it. I'm trying to forget about it, like I did with other dreams that made me feel the same.
I know I should make up my mind with regards to some matters. And I need to plan some other things too. My summer prospects involve a lot of hiding, a bit of lies, much more independence. I don't even know if that's all right. I mean, I know that lying is not ok but this is a special situation. Sometimes I feel I have no other choice.
And what people say. I don't know how to interpret some things people tell me. So, I feel confused. And I'm too proud to admit it. And of course, I don't even know how to explain what things. By that I mean strange.
I have written many words, and said nothing. Shit, I really need to focus. Think big and aim high. I hope my next post is a bit clearer. I don't even understand myself.
I know I should make up my mind with regards to some matters. And I need to plan some other things too. My summer prospects involve a lot of hiding, a bit of lies, much more independence. I don't even know if that's all right. I mean, I know that lying is not ok but this is a special situation. Sometimes I feel I have no other choice.
And what people say. I don't know how to interpret some things people tell me. So, I feel confused. And I'm too proud to admit it. And of course, I don't even know how to explain what things. By that I mean strange.
I have written many words, and said nothing. Shit, I really need to focus. Think big and aim high. I hope my next post is a bit clearer. I don't even understand myself.














Katinkakatinka-21 # Monday, December 8, 2008 4:32:49 PM
No entender lo que los demás nos dicen tal vez se deba a que no entendemos lo que nosotros mismso estamos diciendo ¿no?
Soy de la idea de que muchas veces hay que tomar decisiones consultando a la almohada, a mi me funciona
Tal vez pienses que lo que acabas de escribir es mucha paja y poco contenido, pero creo que no es así, nos haz dicho tu situación a tu manera, supongo que ese es el motivo del post jeje.
¿Lo que sientes será angustia?
Veronica Giselblondpony # Monday, December 8, 2008 5:54:45 PM
Y pensar a la noche cuando me acuesto es algo que hago siempre... es la hora oficial de la reflexion
Me alegra que por lo menos eso hayan podido entender post igual
ALiNalexamibco # Monday, December 8, 2008 11:19:14 PM
No entenderse significa q somos personas complejas, eso nos hace interesantes!
Veronica Giselblondpony # Monday, December 8, 2008 11:47:48 PM
PhillipWutske # Tuesday, December 9, 2008 9:55:01 AM
Don't freak out, just relax and know that your friend will be there for you if you need them
Veronica Giselblondpony # Tuesday, December 9, 2008 3:10:59 PM
Thanks for coming, it's been long since I last saw you here
FoxM # Tuesday, December 9, 2008 4:39:03 PM
PhillipWutske # Tuesday, December 9, 2008 4:41:37 PM
It's indeed a long time ago I've been here, but that's just because I don't understand your spanish blog posts
Veronica Giselblondpony # Tuesday, December 9, 2008 5:19:54 PM
FoxM, ya estoy de vacaciones, cuando puedas conectate
night wolf # Wednesday, December 10, 2008 7:03:16 AM
it may help if you come to my blog ;P
JDjrd2498 # Saturday, December 13, 2008 4:55:49 AM
kalynka # Saturday, December 13, 2008 7:05:02 AM
JDjrd2498 # Saturday, December 13, 2008 7:32:29 PM
Veronica Giselblondpony # Saturday, December 13, 2008 8:17:38 PM
Thanks
night wolf # Monday, December 15, 2008 5:30:27 AM
Veronica Giselblondpony # Monday, December 15, 2008 2:59:50 PM
night wolf # Monday, December 15, 2008 6:33:17 PM
Veronica Giselblondpony # Monday, December 15, 2008 6:57:59 PM
JDjrd2498 # Tuesday, December 16, 2008 2:53:46 AM
PhillipWutske # Tuesday, December 16, 2008 10:08:06 AM
Veronica Giselblondpony # Tuesday, December 16, 2008 3:35:50 PM
night wolf # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:07:53 PM
Veronica Giselblondpony # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:17:59 PM
night wolf # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:20:26 PM
night wolf # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:21:05 PM
Veronica Giselblondpony # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:23:46 PM
night wolf # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:24:51 PM
Yow Vero there are some comments you have missed on your pictures go check
Veronica Giselblondpony # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:35:01 PM
is there more than one?
I hate when opera does not tell me I have new comments on my pictures ¬¬
I'll go check now
night wolf # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:36:13 PM
Veronica Giselblondpony # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:56:18 PM
Thanks for all the comments
night wolf # Wednesday, December 17, 2008 7:59:45 PM
night wolf # Saturday, December 20, 2008 11:28:17 AM
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ɥʇɐǝp ɟo ssǝɔuıɹdprincessofdeath # Monday, January 5, 2009 8:58:00 AM