I don't even understand myself
Monday, 8. December 2008, 15:51:36
I feel something strange but I have no idea what it is or why. I think it's a big confusion caused by many things I've been thinking about, and some things I've been told lately which really surprised me and left me speechless. And last night I had a strange dream too... I remember just some parts but it makes me feel so strange, a friend of mine appeared in it. I'm trying to forget about it, like I did with other dreams that made me feel the same.
I know I should make up my mind with regards to some matters. And I need to plan some other things too. My summer prospects involve a lot of hiding, a bit of lies, much more independence. I don't even know if that's all right. I mean, I know that lying is not ok but this is a special situation. Sometimes I feel I have no other choice.
And what people say. I don't know how to interpret some things people tell me. So, I feel confused. And I'm too proud to admit it. And of course, I don't even know how to explain what things. By that I mean strange.
I have written many words, and said nothing. Shit, I really need to focus. Think big and aim high. I hope my next post is a bit clearer. I don't even understand myself.
I know I should make up my mind with regards to some matters. And I need to plan some other things too. My summer prospects involve a lot of hiding, a bit of lies, much more independence. I don't even know if that's all right. I mean, I know that lying is not ok but this is a special situation. Sometimes I feel I have no other choice.
And what people say. I don't know how to interpret some things people tell me. So, I feel confused. And I'm too proud to admit it. And of course, I don't even know how to explain what things. By that I mean strange.
I have written many words, and said nothing. Shit, I really need to focus. Think big and aim high. I hope my next post is a bit clearer. I don't even understand myself.














Katinka # 8. December 2008, 16:32
No entender lo que los demás nos dicen tal vez se deba a que no entendemos lo que nosotros mismso estamos diciendo ¿no?
Soy de la idea de que muchas veces hay que tomar decisiones consultando a la almohada, a mi me funciona
Tal vez pienses que lo que acabas de escribir es mucha paja y poco contenido, pero creo que no es así, nos haz dicho tu situación a tu manera, supongo que ese es el motivo del post jeje.
¿Lo que sientes será angustia?
Veronica Gisel # 8. December 2008, 17:54
Y pensar a la noche cuando me acuesto es algo que hago siempre... es la hora oficial de la reflexion
Me alegra que por lo menos eso hayan podido entender post igual
ALiN # 8. December 2008, 23:19
No entenderse significa q somos personas complejas, eso nos hace interesantes!
Veronica Gisel # 8. December 2008, 23:47
Phillip # 9. December 2008, 09:55
Don't freak out, just relax and know that your friend will be there for you if you need them
Veronica Gisel # 9. December 2008, 15:10
Thanks for coming, it's been long since I last saw you here
Andres Rodriguez Guapacha # 9. December 2008, 16:39
Phillip # 9. December 2008, 16:41
It's indeed a long time ago I've been here, but that's just because I don't understand your spanish blog posts
Veronica Gisel # 9. December 2008, 17:19
FoxM, ya estoy de vacaciones, cuando puedas conectate
night wolf # 10. December 2008, 07:03
it may help if you come to my blog ;P
JD # 13. December 2008, 04:55
kalynka # 13. December 2008, 07:05
JD # 13. December 2008, 19:32
Veronica Gisel # 13. December 2008, 20:17
Thanks
night wolf # 15. December 2008, 05:30
Veronica Gisel # 15. December 2008, 14:59
night wolf # 15. December 2008, 18:33
Veronica Gisel # 15. December 2008, 18:57
JD # 16. December 2008, 02:53
Phillip # 16. December 2008, 10:08
Veronica Gisel # 16. December 2008, 15:35
night wolf # 17. December 2008, 19:07
Veronica Gisel # 17. December 2008, 19:17
night wolf # 17. December 2008, 19:20
night wolf # 17. December 2008, 19:21
Veronica Gisel # 17. December 2008, 19:23
night wolf # 17. December 2008, 19:24
Yow Vero there are some comments you have missed on your pictures go check
Veronica Gisel # 17. December 2008, 19:35
is there more than one?
I hate when opera does not tell me I have new comments on my pictures ¬¬
I'll go check now
night wolf # 17. December 2008, 19:36
Veronica Gisel # 17. December 2008, 19:56
Thanks for all the comments
night wolf # 17. December 2008, 19:59
night wolf # 20. December 2008, 11:28
*more info on my blog
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