A piece of mine

There was once a story about candles of life,the most important of which is for HOPE.It can light up the others.It gives the energy for ever-burning...
How is mine?Now I feel so lost as if nothing ever matters!And I'm so scared because of the emptiness none can share!What keeps me moving forward has just collapsed no matter what...and how...
How sorrowful it is when you indulge in illusions just to realize later the stark facts!Hope (again!) one can get used to.There is always something to blame,is that true?Or that the way to escape?Believe that bad & good things go together...so what to sacrifice?Cannot choose,really!!!