Stalked by Cyber Hacker

About me

Trying to get my story out about my life with a hacker since he hacked into my Dell Laptop in March 2010.The reality that I actually let a hacker take control of my computer because I was too naive to see what his true intentions were and was too paralyzed to believe that my computer becoming 'possessed' was by the actions of someone's intentional compromising. Two years later I can now look back and wish I had realized by not disconnecting my computer from the modem/router my life would be changed to a degree that 'crazy' doesn't even come close to the interactions I have been subjected to and all for what, WHY? I couldn't believe it when 'Sherman' appeared as another profile, who stole administrative rights from me, with the chess player logo/icon - right before my eyes... NO WAY! Identity theft... WRONG! I thought at the time - at least he was arrogant enough to make it obvious to me what I needed to do to 'fix' it. I got hacked, with no more access to the 2 emails I had at that time - I was unable to log into them at all. DAMN! Okay, but I was so confused, I never heard of a hacker exposing themselves and being so obvious about it. It made no sense... If I had only known that having my identity stolen and the stress of canceling all my credit cards, changing my bank accounts etc. Would have been a blessing compared to what my hacker had in store for me. 'Sherman' was on a mission to torment me in ways that I still have a hard time believing. Again, too naive at the time in believing that good wins over evil. These last two years have introduced me to a frame of mind that I have no pleasure in admitting to but I haven't given up hope completely... It's all I have left - I have to believe that good does win over evil... Just maybe not as soon as you believe it should. It's so disturbing that I had let myself become a victim. The constant question of WHO & WHY would give me the closure I desperately pray for daily but have to accept that may never happen and just be thankful for all the good I do have in my life and have made a choice not to be a victim to somehow who is such a coward to hide behind technology and who I believe has enjoyed a very sick game for so long which has made me question, more then I would like to admit, my own sanity. No one could ever understand the magnitude of what it does to one's mind to constantly have someone in hiding, who is intentionally compromising you in ways that you repeatedly question your own sanity... I remember all too well the times I wondered - 'Have I lost it? Am I crazy? Does a crazy person question their own sanity? Prayer has given me strength to have enough sanity to admit my doubt and to share my story of my life with a hacker named Sherman who forever changed the way I listen to people who are in desperate need to be listened to. My Apple devices have given me the capability to reach out with technology that I never will take for granted. Paranoid? Absolutely! But thank God those closest to me have kept me grounded and never stopped in believing in me & with my hacker 'Sherman' - living in the 'Twilight Zone'.

My work

Worked for Verizon Communications for 30 years. Started working for the phone company in MD when it was C&P Telephone before Divestiture. Saw many changes throughout the years...