THE HEALED BROKENNESS
Wednesday, 23. September 2009, 18:52:06
No matter how other people comment
I love disaster movie
Of course partly because of how much effort they put in to make it real
But what I look for in those kinds of movie is never just special effect
I look for the moment that can make my hands subconsciously hold more tightly
Heart beats faster, eyes blink more slowly, breathe harder, and tears drop secretly
I look for the moment that I can learn from that
A so-called lost and appreciation
Unpredictably, I happened to burst into tears because of you again
That moment came so fast
My eyes became wet and just right after I turned away to hide
My shoulder suddenly shivered and tears kept running out of the eyes
So serious as if they always stay there and long to burst
At least physically there was finally someone with me at that time
Who witness the weakest and the most fragile me though it's not a dominant part
Someone who I can totally be me when I'm with her, who holds me back, smiles and cries with me
I guess thanks to that, I finally could totally 'throw' my feeling out after so many years...
Thank you, jie...
"Do you ever see and love this real me?"
WIDGETIZE
Anonymous # 21. September 2009, 13:15
HEALED by Dr Jun! hahahaha! good good.
Cry is good and now is a 'solution'. The scene is too funny i guess, middle of drinking rootbeer, a crowd of people walking around us. Talk talk talk talk and you stoned there, and hide to burst into tears.
I perhaps not many people would see this moment of you. A moment that you long for and finally it is an end of the sorrow.
I love you,em...
brooksky # 21. September 2009, 13:18
so sudden of me. gosh!
Anonymous # 23. September 2009, 09:33
ok, i print screen adi, you can change now! hahahaha! dont wanna disturb you by texting you. happy designing! :P