My Operawhat's next?
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 4:25:32 AM
no idea...
done saying goodbye to Gram and Gramp.
at least i won't reproach myself for years to come about the coulda/shoulda/woulda matter.
there will always be this big empty void in me from now on... Gram is really gone... Gramp, i don't really remember much about him but he's really gone, too.
who will be in there spots in that temple way in the back? male/female? young/old, nice/mean person? sometimes i wonder...
there it was, that gold thing i bought for Gramp 8 years ago before we left, in the same vase, no one cared to take it off, no one cared who it was for... how longer will it stay there? again, i wonder...
what's next???
no idea...
done saying goodbye to Gram and Gramp.
at least i won't reproach myself for years to come about the coulda/shoulda/woulda matter.
there will always be this big empty void in me from now on... Gram is really gone... Gramp, i don't really remember much about him but he's really gone, too.
who will be in there spots in that temple way in the back? male/female? young/old, nice/mean person? sometimes i wonder...
there it was, that gold thing i bought for Gramp 8 years ago before we left, in the same vase, no one cared to take it off, no one cared who it was for... how longer will it stay there? again, i wonder...
what's next???
no idea...
