read my lips..

its only just getting warmed up currently i am on my last final majour project called inner workings alot of people have chose the body but i have chosen fears and phobias of mental state i know both sketches are of the body but i wanted to strt with these kind of making jokes and add a bit of humour then make it more serious who wants to look at a boring sketch book lol

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do u know when u have one of those days tht everything just goes wrong and its fate tht its going to happen i feel like today is my day.

im so nervous about showing my work to the interviewers tommorow i have to be a true artist and talk about my fave contempory artists and who and why do they influence me and my work. i then have to explain why ive created every piece and how i created them and why they are my fave im nervous as hell i have to get a taxi up there and find my way around and get a code to go into the interviewer room my three yrs of my life depends on this one day so scary but it seems like some people arnt being so supportive by leaving me to struggle they dont understand tht all i need is a hug and told it will be alright but it seems like other things are far too important for them to just take the time to tlk .

AT the momment my confidents has dropped im normally a very chatty person open and always helping people but recently it feels like i need someone to talk to and advice and people being nice to me for once but where has every one gone ..... as my boyfriend says i just have to get over it .....tht didnt help one bit over all the people i wish he would b understanding just becuase he isnt going through it doesnt mean he cnt be there for me.

ill be moving out if i get in theres good and bad things about this .. i get my own space ....my mum wont be able to control me .. and ill be more independant the scar things are i still feel really young im going to have to be independant lol and im going to have to pay for food tv licenece everything as well as have debts to my ears as the course is 3000 pounds a year.


ive realised i dont want to be around people that make me sad they should want to make me happy and if i mean something to them then i deserve that. i can only be the person that i am ..i am only human ..as the famous saying goes but i dont think other people realise that every one is in wrong not just one person.
Alot recently i have been trying so hard to make everyone else happy that i havent been focusing on myself i have finally realised im not happy and all the people that make me sad i want outside of my life.
I keep giving chances over and over and never do i get chances as many times as i give them.

have u ever wished so hard tht the person you love would love you as much a you love them ...

i watched a really lovelly film called the wedding date and he said to her id rather fight with you every day than sleep with someone else and know there not the one....

i know he is the one but am i his ...

my friend said you come in this world alone and you go out alone ..which is true ...

im so confused i wish he would see how much i love him and spend some more time with me

Footballers wife

Oh, Mr James Dean, he don't
belong to anything.
Oh he left before they could get him,
With their ways, their wicked ways.
Oh Marilyn Monroe, where did you go?
I didn't hear all your stories
I didn't see all your glory.

But the footballer’s wife tells her troubles and strife
I just don’t care in the end who is she to pretend
That she's one of them
I don’t think so.
And the girl from that show
yes the one we all know
she thinks she's some kinda star, yes you know who you are.
I don’t think so. I don’t think so.

Oh ginger Rogers, Fred Astaire
Won’t you dance for me cos I just don’t care
What's going on today, I think there's something more, something more.
And I’m gone with the wind like they were before.
But I’m believing myself I think there's something more
There must be something more, I think there's something more, something more.