My Operastep two!
Tuesday, September 9, 2008 2:42:02 AM
It’s a sign. Yes! Does it mean I’m ready to take a new dare, by backing off the first one?!!!I’m so weak. How about those books I bought, it cost a lot. My CHN bag, RLE-uniform, and my effort, although I learned a lot. And how about my parents, would they understand me. Would they accept it? In the first place, my father doesn’t want me to expend my precious time in work of art/sketch. As I still remember, once he told me.” Quel avantage obtiendriez-vous de l'esquisse ? Travail d'un idiot!” ouch, what a great insult I had!!
It’s been a year, I finally recovered with that phrase. I took my drawing so horrible. I stop making sketch when his around, as if my fingers are paralyzed....I can’t use them!!! But I don’t blame him, he just want me to dream big. Unfortunately, I feel bad about myself, as if I can’t explore myself to other career.
But it so happened I found a new phrase; “that when a deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive.”
: Yes I was hurt!! But I can’t give up the only thing that makes me relaxed and happy. I love sketching, I really love art. And I want to explore my knowledge about painting. I don’t think about what might happen in the future. I just care what can I do for today.
...oocolor
It’s been a year, I finally recovered with that phrase. I took my drawing so horrible. I stop making sketch when his around, as if my fingers are paralyzed....I can’t use them!!! But I don’t blame him, he just want me to dream big. Unfortunately, I feel bad about myself, as if I can’t explore myself to other career.
But it so happened I found a new phrase; “that when a deep injury is done to us, we never recover until we forgive.”
: Yes I was hurt!! But I can’t give up the only thing that makes me relaxed and happy. I love sketching, I really love art. And I want to explore my knowledge about painting. I don’t think about what might happen in the future. I just care what can I do for today.
...oocolor
