AoNikki

There are moments when you learn that you are just totally alone.

Well, you may have hundreds of people supporting you spiritually, but frankly speaking, the truth is you are still left alone to face your own challenges. You don't feel like stepping forward, you don't want to step forward, you are afraid of what lies ahead. You feel weak both physically and spiritually. You don't know what to do.

Well, you can retreat. Who said you couldn't? It was just yourself which didn't allow yourself to do. So you move forward anyways, although you're not ready for it. And suddenly you realize that you are lost, and weak, and afraid, and yet, you still have to stand up on these trembling legs and move forward... because there is no way back. You learn that you have to be strong. You'll learn that by yourself; no one can teach you how to be strong. You'll learn that, and you'll learn that from being not strong enough.