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Heav’n has no Rage like Love to Hatred turn’d,

Nor Hell a Fury, like a Woman scorn’d.

I love sarongs

...you know it's hot when the air conditioner is set on 80 and it feels like satans asshole when you step outside. The only thing keeping me from melting is the sarong i'm wearing.

So my grandfather is turning 80 and is dying of cancer so my sister and I have decided to drive the 1700 miles to Minnesota (with children and dogs in tow) to attend his bday bash. That should be interesting. It would be awesome if we were close, but after years of our little gang being the black sheep of the family i'm not so sure. Meh, i'm going to try and not be petty and rise above it. Today was a rough day. My sister and I are dog sitting three dogs and the old sweet bulldog had a heart attack and died today. What terrible timing. We can't get a hold of his owners either; one is in Bahrain and the other is in China.

It has been a stressful day to say the least. I think I may just say screw it and go to the powow the sundancers are having behind my sisters house. I can hear their drums even now (I'm being serious...I couldn't make that shit up). Gotta love Texas.

Truth be told i miss you....and truth be told im lying!

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place.
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
If you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell


Anyone who was ever jilted by someone and was so happy after the fact...this is the perfect effing song.

cool little thing

To Do This

1 - Go to Wikipedia. Hit “random”
or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations"
or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”
or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together. (You can use paint as well!)

LAISSEZ LES BON TEMPS ROULEZ!

Yesterday was Mardi Gras, Fat Tuesday. I may not be Catholic, or French but i AM good ol' Heinz 57 so i choose to represent that 1/16 of my genetic heritage and celebrate with the best of them. It was a beautiful night full of hurricanes, hand grenades, and shots of tequilla. Does life get any better? I submit that it cannot! But seriously....it was a fun night at Henry's Uptown. Good food, good people, good times.

Penske adventures

Well the trip started out a little rough. We had the moving truck maybe an hour before Zak wrecked it...by driving through an outdoor car wash. I laughed because, well...at that point what other choice do you really have? You have to admit that's hilarious. Then we got left and made it all the way from atlanta to Marshall Texas in the first day. Then the next day as we were driving through Dallas, Zak thought it was a great idea to go see the Cowboys stadium, as it was the last day it was open before they were going to demolish it. I was ok with the idea, however, we waited for five hours to get into that damn place and we lost a whole day of travel! So it was late when we left Dallas, which by the way, is literally hell on Earth when you are driving a 16 foot truck that's towing a car. It probably shaved about two years off my life. Then we had to stop in this dinky ass town in Texas where this crazy hillbilly bitch threatened to call the police on us when we turned around in the parking lot of the hotel we wanted to stay in. So shaking with exhaustion we left that place and stayed somewhere else. The next day we made it to El Paso where we stayed and visited with my sister for a few days. Then we drove from El Paso to Victorville California, which was a 14 hour drive and the most horrible thing imaginable. We were falling asleep at the wheel and having panic attacks while we drove through the mountain passes and on the windy desert stretches. Needless to say the drive isn't something I'm going to forget...ever. Im not sure i would ever do it again but it was an interesting experience to say the least.

Random...ahhh i love people who really get me


Candice
ah well maybe that was mean

Jason
well, first thing when you get back, we're going to have a drink and let you vent

Candice
but he is pretty worthless when it comes to pretty much everything

Jason
candice, in the entire time we've known each other, we've been nothing but vicious to almost everyone except each other when we talk

Candice
...point taken lol

Jason
don't know why that is, we just seem to think we're safe to vent to each other
a lot is probably because we travel in completely different social groups

Candice
mmm i tend to think its because we are maniacal and evil and bent on world domination

Jason
well, that goes without saying, its a thought centered on us
thats like me saying im drunk, its usually a given

Candice
hahahaha or saying im a blunt bitch
quite definitive

Jason
yea
but i respect the hell out of you

Candice
well i think we get along with each other bc we are who we are
100% all of the time
we dont front

Jason
pretty much
and 99% of the time, we do what think is right and damn the consequences

Candice
also correct

Back to school....

I've never been so happy to be so busy.

Alright.....ive reached a new level of boredom

Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating.

My List


1.This goes out to all the women in the world, it don’t even matter your age, it don’t even matter your color.
2.Hello? Whats happenin world?
3.Don't turn away under the sun I stand over the wings of fallen angels.
4.Took a walk to the corner store just to buy a loaf of bread and a box of smokes.
5.Uh uh Miami, uh uh south beach bringing the heat.
6.I cant escape this hell so many times ive tried.
7.Well we all have a face that we hide away forever and we take them out and show ourselves.
8.The shadow of your smile when you have gone will color all my dream and light the dawn.
9.All the, small things true care, truth brings. (dead give away)
10.Lights out, I still hear the rain.
11.Theyre gonna clean up your looks with all the lies in the books to make a citizen out of you.
12.Take your head around the world see what you get from your mind
13.His little whispers. Love Me. Love Me. That's all I ask for. Love Me. Love Me.
14.In sickness, assault, on a tile floor bear witness of another baby born.
15.This is where the helicopters came to take me away this is where the children used to play.
16.No time for goodbye he said as he faded away don't put your life in someone's hands they're bound to steal it away.
17.Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear.
18.I wanna wake up I've been walking in my sleep to long wake up I'm so sick of dreaming.
19.The stone grinds for the very last time.
20.Take me to a hotel room and tie me to the bed of my mistakes kiss me like I paid for this please don't stop 'till you've raped all my faith.
21.We go together like ramalamama ridinkydink dong (or something like that).
22.Who really cares? Who really cares? When I talk? What I feel? What I say?
Nobody not really.
23.That is it last time i am stupid enough to take that i corrupt your f**king world it ain't like no phat motherf**ker's gonna listen to me anyway.
24.I count the days that we have spent apart.
25. I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone.
26. Girl your boobies look real nice to me tonight lets have a pillow fight I know your tight that’s when we turn off the lights.
27.If your havin girl problems I feel bad for you son I got 99 problems but a bitch aint one.
28.Don’t solve the problem when danger is bitter.
29.Where’s all my soul sisters let me here ya flow sisters.
30.I need to find the light to shine my way through
31.Everytime I try to leave something keeps pulling me back.
32.Blue moon you saw me standing alone, without a dream in my heart without a love of my own.
33.Lights go down it's dark the jungle is your head can't rule your heart
34.Straight as an arrow defect, defect.
35.Since Im putting down all of the true things around, but I like it.
36.All I know is that you're so nice you're the nicest thing I've seen I wish that we could give it a go see if we could be something.
37.Tell me lies slap me on the face just improvise do something really clever that'll make me hate your name forever
38.Ive been meaning to tell you Ive got this feelin that wont subside I look at you and I fantasize you are mine tonight now Ive got you in my sights.
39.Here is your broken character, the one left of heaven.
40.I watched the proverbial sunrise coming up over the Pacific and you might think I'm losing my mind, but I will shy away from the specifics.
41.Of course this land is dangerous! All of the animals are capably murderous.
42.Cast off the crutch that kills the pain, the red flag wavin' never meant the same.
43.One more night show me things that I never knew this night it feltright to be near you
44.I hear you choking on your words again the secrets in your throat and I really wish you'd say what you're thinking
45.Are you gonna turn me on or are you gonna turn on me?
46.I don't need a whole lotta money I don't need a big, fine car I got everything that a girl could want I got more than I could ask for.
47.It’s a quarter past four I packed my bags with less things than we hold in conversation, if that’s even possible.
48.Let's keep the fire tape on, we'll keep our hands hot I cannot get that ace so let me see a face card drop
49.Gave in again the bastard can't keep refusing rights.
50.Sometimes I feel I've got to run away I've got to get away (it’s the marilyn manson version)

Ahhh an apartment all to myself....

It's nice to have some alone time. With him gone it sorts clears the fog in my brain too and gives me time to spend on other things and people. Its sort of nice. I mean, i miss him all that jazz but now i can do things i want to and hang out with people i want to without feeling guilty for not spending time with him. Its such a breath of fresh air.

Some music for today


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