I'm Getting Pretty Upset.
Thursday, 2. March 2006, 03:28:00
I guess I should be happy that I am still on the losing side but this losing 1 pound at a time is really wearing on my nerves.
The first few weeks I was dropping tons in chunks. From one week to the next, WHAM - 13 to 20 pounds GONE.
And now, I'm lucky if I lose a pound in one week and there have been some weeks where there was weight gain (by a pound or two). But still, it really fries my chicken to step up on that scale, and to see that those numbers don't go much further then a pound or two.
For a minute of two I make myself belive that since I have increased by exercising, I am building some muscle, hence the stagnated weight loss - but still, I want to see those number going down, down, down, down. Not just sitting there, looking back at me with their menacing stare. I can feel them mocking me, saying, "HA HA you fat bastard."
Then I run the risk of falling into the trap that a lot of people fall into - weighing in too often. But damn-it, I wanna see those numbers go down!
-cdt-
The first few weeks I was dropping tons in chunks. From one week to the next, WHAM - 13 to 20 pounds GONE.
And now, I'm lucky if I lose a pound in one week and there have been some weeks where there was weight gain (by a pound or two). But still, it really fries my chicken to step up on that scale, and to see that those numbers don't go much further then a pound or two.
For a minute of two I make myself belive that since I have increased by exercising, I am building some muscle, hence the stagnated weight loss - but still, I want to see those number going down, down, down, down. Not just sitting there, looking back at me with their menacing stare. I can feel them mocking me, saying, "HA HA you fat bastard."
Then I run the risk of falling into the trap that a lot of people fall into - weighing in too often. But damn-it, I wanna see those numbers go down!
-cdt-
WIDGETIZE
makeqfit # 2. March 2006, 11:22