i've had a really meaningless night.i've no idea, what i did, why i did that.
i feel alone yesterday, so i called a few classmates for a drink, i think it would improve frame of my mind.
it didn't. i laughed a lot, but sad inside. i worked for over 12 hours yesterday. i don't need a rest but a method to abreact.that's my life, simple ,busy and always feel alone.
smile and cheer up .