traveLling around Africa

today is mothers day .a blessing to u all mothers .hugs and kisses frm me

i have been so scarce.lately i guess i have been trying to run away from my feelings and fears cause if i dont write those who know me knows that something will be wrong lately i have lost touch with reality and almost lost my sanity.i have been trying for a baby for as long as i can remember and its not happening i have even spiced up everything to make it fun but still the result is disappointing i guess its a punishment or a lesson tjat God is trying to teach me will it be because of the hearts i broke or could. it be the timing i dont know one thing i knw is am good in bed and good at everything i do but this is beyond me am always angry these days and have lost focus lately am just so confussed and out of it to be me hey i wish i was brave enough ti say i need help but i cant its so embarassing to go to ur college and say hie am doctor Huni i need help ah so depressing it is i think my husband have caught on to me now he knws when am not in a good mood i have to glasses to wine and silly stripper sex ha how can a married woman be like this but hey it help take my mind of things for a while .i just hope things will workout for me this year and the excitment and spark of life will come back to me so that i can travell and enjoy life as it is .

I'm so turned on that at times I feel like a transformation is happening to me ,I wore my secret weapon to weaken my man and make him desire more of me to cloud his mind and weaken him to my advantage as I stood in front of him by the end of the bed while prentending to bend over I could feel his urge frm afar luckly he was tied up coz dame I was taunting a caged lion I went to the poll there then It all started I held the poll in a way that send a shiver to his body ,it is then that I came to him I licked him frm the tip of his penis to his naval with my hands exploring his every inch of the body I slowly kissed my way to his mouth its there that I felt a rough and uncontrolled strong teasd I knew then that the beast that I wanted to tame was strong and dangerous .I had my pussy just a few inchs frm his dick and taunted him with my breast until I head this exciting groan suddnly he said untie me my heart beat was faster than lighting speed I was so afraid of the beast under me I untied 1 of his hand and he gripped my ass and pulled me to him. For a moment excitment turned to fear then he did something that no other man can ever do I remember feeling like climaxing and he let go I suddenly untied his other hand and he pounced at me like a lion chasing its prey .oh my he got inside me and everythng became fading he went deep in and I started to hear music and came into rythem with him we became 1body 1mind and we where in our own world when we came together the rush was something else I was lifted to a limit that I thought I wouldn't come back frm

I'm amazed that the end is near honestly wierd things havd been happening lately I've been having sex in the most awkward and impossible position oh my I've never had this much fun all my life its always been books and playing the good and decent traditional wife well I said enough ir enough and boy am I on fire the though oe wierd sex came to me when I was naked infront of the mirror while thinking of the way a girl kissed me at the mall she came to me and kissed me so deep I cld stand then I slapped her across the face coz I'm nt gay bt oh my that kiss awoke something I never knew existed I started to feel hot frm my private area then with my luck my husbnd cme hme that god it wasn't sme1 else coz I swear I would have done smthng I would regret I took the bull by the horns at first my husbnd was in shock bt then he felt it to he got as excited as I was then magic happened nw we cnt her it we cnt get enough of each other its lyk when we first got married all over again thanks to that lesbian I'm hot again and have new memories best part is my sex life is to perfect nw