Soliloquy of Thoughts

my thoughts...

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busy = BS!

I don't feel like i'm a busy person. i dunno why but my classmates all feel like they no longer have free time to do leisure stuff. i think it's just bullocks. i procrastinate. i really do. i'm actually cramming a paper due tom morning and it's currently 11pm now. for some weird reason i'm not even pressured. heck i'm still writing here x___X

maybe it's my lazyness talking... or maybe my calm and peaceful nature (o___O)? {yeah right! hahhha}

well, i DO have stuff to do. but i don't feel like doing any of them.










...ok maybe i really should do them already @_____@

Piety

I went to mass yesterday. Someone invited me to go and I said 'yes'. It felt a little bit awkward going to mass on an ordinary day with someone you rarely know (and serious about the whole ordeal). No offense to those pious people; I believe in God, I really do. It just feels weird expressing it such solemn ways. (or maybe it's just me..)

There was a time.. last semester, when I felt like I wanted to be religious. I dunno, maybe guilt spurred me to want it. I went to mass on my own accord that time. Twice. It felt nice, in a way.

I dunno. I'm confused x__X
I can't decide whether I still want to or not.

Mangmang

I really regret the fact that I spent most of my years in apathy. I don't know shit about the world until recently. Still, I don't know THAT much, which is why I feel stupid. I feel like I missed out on so many things. It makes me want to buy and read that grossly thick world history book, although I doubt I would be able to read it completely. Hahaha

I'm starting to read newspapers, and I admit, so far so good. So good that I actually made a habit of it. bigsmile

I admit that I'm a selfish person. I really don't care much about anything else except those directly concerning me. Thankfully that's slowly changing. Hopefully, as I get to know more, I would be able to somehow formulate opinions and/or views on how to change the world. Yes, change the world. Hahaha Good Luck "ME"!

I don't think it's entirely impossible. changing the world, i mean. Though I admit, I would require a lot of initiative and will to sustain till my working days. I really do hope that I don't succumb to work-home-work routine x__X

Subject: Approaches

I don't know why, but my professor in one of my major subjects never fails to call me at least once every meeting... x__X It would have been ok if the answers were easy. Problem is, they're not. Or, rather, he is rarely satisfied by our answers (he hasn't given anyone a recitation point since day one). I don't know how I'm going to survive this course if all of the professors are like that.

Well, atleast he's a good professor. I mean, really really good in explaining the subject. Politics is NOT easy to define or be understood. The books/readings are a proof to that. Damn, can't authors write it more simply? I feel mentally challenged when I read pol sci readings x__X.






I'm such a whiner XD
Hahahhaha don't get me wrong, I LOVE my course...
I just whine a lot.

I'm also scatterbrained.

Classes, Glasses, Holidays and Birthdays... Freakonomics!


AAhhhh school... I missed it because of it's air conditioned rooms (I live in a tropical country and it's soooooo hot whew!)... and because I had a boring summer, but other than that... haha uh.. hehe oh well

Classes just started last wednesday *sigh* I still have the summer hangover. Can't seem to wake up on time. It's gonna be a sad semester because none of the courses I enlisted were the same as that of my friend's. Another thing is that.. I've got my majors!!! Goodbye sleep and Hello coffee!

What else... hm.. I signed up for certain professors and 'surprise!' they weren't the ones that showed up in class. Well, I think they're ok, but still.... I feel cheated x__X (Good thing the enlistment process went by smoothly).

Thursday, June 12, was Independence day! (We still had classes coz our midget<yes, midget, even for our standards> of a president has the habit of moving holidays to the nearest Monday) Nothing interesting, just a few speeches here and there. Curiously, June 12 was the day that the Philippines was freed from the hands of the Spaniards, who sold the country to the United States for 20M dollars <if i'm not mistaken>, which means.. we weren't 'set free' that day. And yet we still celebrate Independence day on June 12. X__X

Friday soon came.. it was Friday the 13th (wee hee). I went to the local mall, after classes, to pick up the eyeglasses I ordered. Damn were those eyeglasses wicked. Just after a few minutes, I was feeling really wuzzy. I slept at 9:30pm.

The next day wasn't any better so I went back to the mall to have it checked. Turns out.. there weren't any problem with the lens, so they(by they i mean those guys in the optical shop) concluded that i had problem with the frame. ...Interesting.. X__X BS. I've had glasses since 3rd grade and I've switched to loads of different frames since then. Oh well, they said they'd have it checked out so.. hm hm.. o_o

Ohhh... sister's birthday yesterday.... wala lang.

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Freakonomics is a must read!!!!! It's been a while since i got really hooked into a book. It's interesting in every way (I just told a friend a little part of the book and she immediately asked if she could borrow it). Interesting questions answered through economics. Seriously, I never thought economics went beyond the numbers thingies (I hate math, just thought you should know... whoever you are). Very provocative and absolutely amazing!

PS. I was not paid to advertise this book... although it is very much welcome bigsmile

So far... not doing anything

I'm bored knockout

Been trying to do some things like training (martial arts), drawing, reading and stuff but I always seem to end up doing nothing.. or maybe it's because it's when i'm not doing anything that i start to think that i'm not doing anything... oh i don't know faint

It's funny how we all have these sort of gadgets and yet tend to end up bored. Even with the internet, i get bored (don't get me wrong, I love the web), it's just that sometimes, my mind's all blank.. and you know where a blank mind leads! doh

I wish I took summer classes. (And if I did take summer classes, I might have wished not to.) The irony..


I'm currently trying to be active in the forums. My nose bled in some conversations... Intelligent people... I tried keeping up and now my head hurts lol

...all in good time.. (wait till I graduate uni!!! ...that's 3 years from now yuck ) spock





First Post!

I've been meaning to start a blog, but i'm not really used to writing stuff. hahah I'm gonna try and keep this one alive as much as possible. I hope i won't be too busy in the coming days, especially since school's gonna start soon.


Hmm.. I've been thinking of making like a video blog, something to make me watch when i'm older. That must be fun, laughing at a 10 years earlier self.

Oh well, i'm signing out.. for now.

Cheers!
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