Soliloquy of Thoughts

I went to mass yesterday. Someone invited me to go and I said 'yes'. It felt a little bit awkward going to mass on an ordinary day with someone you rarely know (and serious about the whole ordeal). No offense to those pious people; I believe in God, I really do. It just feels weird expressing it such solemn ways. (or maybe it's just me..)

There was a time.. last semester, when I felt like I wanted to be religious. I dunno, maybe guilt spurred me to want it. I went to mass on my own accord that time. Twice. It felt nice, in a way.

I dunno. I'm confused x__X
I can't decide whether I still want to or not.