Christine

Guess what? And today they told me:
- Chris, you don't upload your own photos on the website, it may affect our business.
- What? But those are my own's
- That's the rules, you just obey it.
It's so funny, modeling business is so so funny. When you enter, you cannot be your own boss anymore, everything you have to listen to them.
I don't even have to make up myself.
I don't even have to turn on my alarm.
I don't even have to worry about my meal each time we're on the show.
Everything they prepare all for me. Do you think this is like heaven?
Yes it is just sometimes, and of course, no it isn't many other times

That's life and that's my job.

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Pressure

Wednesday, June 10, 2009 1:24:50 PM

modelling

Today they told me I was a little over-weight.
It's so strange, I didn't eat much, as normal as before.
Maybe they request too much or this modelling is too tough.
I'm not sure but this is my choice.

I am getting older, I know I cannot do this job long but as long as I am still young.
I need to keep my best on this, cause my time is running up.
I love my choice. I love to be beautiful, wearing pretty clothes.
I am very normal, I know I may be hated by many women.

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Not Like That

Saturday, January 17, 2009 1:59:43 AM

Feeling

Why people always look at me as if I'm kinda that girl ?

I'm not like that....

"All the girls in the club got their eyes on me
I can tell by the look that they wanna be
Be hot hot hot like that, but I'm not not like that
All the girls in the club got their eyes on me
They put me down because of jealousy
But I'm not not not that girl
And it's not not not my world"

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