I am totally speechless
Sunday, October 28, 2007 4:43:13 PM
Today's her birthday. I wanna give her a wonderful birthday since she was depressed by the difficulties of looking for a job. I was intended to cheer her up. I was just pretended to be nice with her. But eventually, I became the bad guy and finally I gonna lose her. What an ironic fact. The best birthday present ever, designed on my own, with my written poem, she totally blocked me out of her mind. What's in her mind is just the damn job, damn tests, damn up-coming interview, which was just theoretically to occur for her sake.
After all those days' torture, I became used to her way to me but not on her birthday. Today I personally waitness her freaking out in front of me and hanging up my phone. I am speechless now.
I don't know where we gonna go, I am totally lost. Then I wrote an SMS to qiao, who was supposed to be the one I should never do send that SMS. I just want to talk to someone, but without her, I knew nobody to open my heart.
After all those days' torture, I became used to her way to me but not on her birthday. Today I personally waitness her freaking out in front of me and hanging up my phone. I am speechless now.
I don't know where we gonna go, I am totally lost. Then I wrote an SMS to qiao, who was supposed to be the one I should never do send that SMS. I just want to talk to someone, but without her, I knew nobody to open my heart.






