My Operaupcoming lonely Christmas
Saturday, September 16, 2006 12:14:34 AM
Although there are still almost four month before the Christmas to go, but still cannot help thinking of being alone at the first time in Germany. Just happened to review my favourite film <When Harry met Sally>, saw people hug, and kiss each other in that cold-outside and warm-inside holidays. Having been in Germany for three years, this year will be the fourth. But I have never ever spent it without anyone I fancy or love. This year is to be the most pathetic holiday in my stay in Germany, maybe the next year, if I were still in Germany, then another one.
Sometimes began to miss her, recalled the memory with her in Hamburg, sweet words, some little quarrel, her cute smilel, everything concerned. But regarding personal inside emotion, I keep refusing her calls, her email, and afraid of contacting her. I started to be afraid of being alone in that holiday. Even with snow, with -10°C degrees outside, it would not be my white Christmas. And then, am I qualified to make a wish on that day and receive the mysterious gift from Santa Claus? I doubt it.
Sometimes began to miss her, recalled the memory with her in Hamburg, sweet words, some little quarrel, her cute smilel, everything concerned. But regarding personal inside emotion, I keep refusing her calls, her email, and afraid of contacting her. I started to be afraid of being alone in that holiday. Even with snow, with -10°C degrees outside, it would not be my white Christmas. And then, am I qualified to make a wish on that day and receive the mysterious gift from Santa Claus? I doubt it.
