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Blue Day

I haven’t been to this blog for a long time. About three months? I can’t remember. Today I heard a terrible new, that is I got no scholarship last semester, even my terrible score number. My heard is blue, the sky is brown, and everything seems to me is grey. Last year, I wished lots of lots of dream, but none of them came true. No, it might be one or two little dreams came true. How can I tell my parents my terrible score? How can I tell them like, “I am sorry, dad/mom, the exam is hard and I fail to get the scholarship?” No! I can’t imagine! I can hear my clock is ticking. It’s my second year in university. Second year! I’ve been wasted many times to the internet!

I found my friends around me all have their dream come true. I can see the statue standing alone, many fashion clothes showing in the store; I can see the car driving slowly in the street; the parents coming from different parts of China in order to company with their children, and their children well dressed, but they are poor dressed; I can see few of the teacher sitting in the office, drinking tea or coffee without working, but the worker in this school cleaning weed using a knife and sweat pouring down. That’s the city I am living in. That’s what my environment seems. Every moment you can hear the happiness, the sadness, the laughing, the crying.

Last day I found one thing in a book which author is “Li Yang”, the famous person in China, who created the “Crazy English”. He said that you have to take all the foreigners for the opportunity. If you can see a foreigner, you should come and talk with him with every change to improve your English. If he or she is lazy to answer your question or take a conversation with you, he or she must be very rude and impolite. I don’t agree with this opinion. It should be hurt the friendship between the Chinese and the foreigner. The foreigner doesn’t have any responsibilities to talk with you! They stay in China, just for they love china, not because of you! If they don’t like china, they can go home! If you are only treating the foreigner as the Opportunity, they won’t be your friend! Or the friendship won’t last for a long time. When you are in the English centre, you may find some guy talking and talking no rest, no matter the foreigner is answering or not. I don’t like this kind of person. They don’t consider other one’s feeling.

Actually, I want to be friends with the foreigners, not because they are foreigner, but they are a person who contains many experiences that I don’t have. I like the one just because of his character. No matter he or she is poor or rich, tall or short, strong or weak, thin or fat, if I like his or her character, that I’ll go and make friends with him or her.

The blue day, the blue mind, the blue wind…lasting…