Tuesday, 5. January 2010, 16:00:02
housing, inspections, smellus filthius, shower
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The Maintenance crew is supposed to come by today to put a seal over the whole shower area which probably means it will be a fiberglass encasement of some kind but I won't know until I see it. The first Wednesday of every month we have inspections, and if it weren't for this, I'd be in my unit cleaning right now. They'd better give me some grace on the stuff I couldn't get to in time. They did let me into this unit and gave me a key so at least I won't be out in the cold and wandering around. At least from here I can keep an eye on what's going on. They have a tendency to move things around, cause things to come up missing (a mistake, not necessarily theft), and they move major appliances around and have no problem keeping the fridge unplugged for extended periods even if food is in it, so with my being here I can bug them. The unit I'm in doesn't have a fridge which is a major bummer, because getting my cold food out of there was one of the things I wanted to do. I have to keep my eye out for them so I'll add more here later time and whatever else permitting.
EDIT: I found out that the repair is a piece of ply-board affixed to the cement wall by screws and then the same shower paneling as the other two sides glued over that. The silicon smell is intoxicating, and not in a good way. The bathtub had alot of fallout from the repair efforts so the last thing they did was fill it up with this industrial grade orange cleaner and stuffed a rag in the drain and I'm instructed to keep it in there overnight. I did get my stuff back in here so other than the shower being off limits, things are back to half-ass abbey-normal. They discovered the plunger in the sink faucet is broken- that thing that you pull from the top that moves the metal thing in the drain so you can control whether it drains or not, I use clogs for that anyway. They said they wanted to come back tomorrow, but that's inspection day and I really need to clean up the mess they made as well as my own so I can pass the inspection. I'm hoping they'll just forget about it for a while. I might as well take one more shower in the other unit if the landlord doesn't ask for it back, but if he does, I'll just be of the species smellus filthius for a while.
Another thing is when I was moving my stuff back, one of my neighbors was watching me like a hawk which kind of unnerved me and when I was bringing my monitor back in, it knocked against the door frame, but so far it's still working. I got plenty of exercise moving stuff back and forth in a hurried manner so I didn't go on my walk today. I might not tomorrow as the exercise I get will be cleaning as much as I can for inspections. Not as thorough as in previous months but I complained enough about it so they should understand.
My case worker told me about an apartment that might be open but again it is through some mental health program and there is no way in hell I'm going to talk to Dr. Mindbender once a week or take a bunch of man-made chemicals that were never meant to be in the human body just for the sake of holing up somewhere. I'd be as well off selling my ass on the street and getting AIDS as doing that, and no, I don't do that either.
Sunday, 3. January 2010, 13:08:48
shower, inspections, windows, jackhammer
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Many attempts have been made to fix my shower here, and this week they are going to make yet another one. The paneling is peeling off of the cement and water is getting in there and has been that way for two months now. Now they are going to put a one pieced shower fitting to make the whole thing water proof. The problem is they want me out of here for the entire day so they can work on it. It is winter here for one thing, and while the temperatures are above freezing, it is still cold if you're out in it all day. Another thing is, the time before last I had a chance to get my personal stuff out of there and when I came back, the furniture I left in there was in disarray and this time I have to keep my stuff in there and I'm not entirely sure that's a good idea. Things always end up missing/broken. The worst complication is that inspections are this week and the maintenance is scheduled for the day before, so when I'd normally be cleaning, they're going to be in here making a mess instead. I complained about it but I got poo poo'd as usual. Don't let good sense get in the way of progress in the reverse direction.
I tried the Mint upgrade yesterday and everything worked for the most part except I couldn't get online. I also had x crash once but only once. IF I can't get online, the only thing left to do is play games as I don't have a printer, scanner, artistic ability, etc. I ended up using gparted from the live elive CD and wiped the entire hard drive for what must have been the hundredth time since I got this computer. One thing about the elive CD is that it always uses my system speaker and the assholes who made it made it so I can't get to it except for a very tiny area that I could sever the wire- not an option as I want to trade this in and pay less money for a PC upgrade. The elive people made it so the volume of the start up sound is obnoxiously and unreasonably loud. I'm surprised no one else brought it up, but I don't see any place to contact them about it. It is a bout a one minute sound that's as loud as a fucking jack hammer. Great going guys. Anyway, I'm using Windows 7 again with it's stability and huge ugly taskbar. I wish there was a way to change it in basic mode without switching to the Windows 98 style.
Saturday, 2. January 2010, 20:54:35
upgrade, Gloria, Mint, Helena
Well, not surprisingly LILO developed a quirk where it would hang more and more when I tried to boot into Vista, so it bacame time to get rid of it and try my theory with Linux Mint 7. Gloria still uses the old version of GRUB so it acknowledges when a new kernel is installed so I installed that and Linux image 2.6.32.8 which was modularized into 3 .deb packages. I can't remember for the life of me where I got them so I couldn't remember what order to install them, but Murphy of Murphy's Law was out on a smoke break so I actually got it right. I booted into the new kernel and all was well with Mint.
All was not well with Vista however as it decided it wasn't going to let GRUB be the boss of it and it spontaneously rebooted the system whenever I tried to boot into it, so now I have a perfectly good Vista system in eternal suspension after I optimized it to near perfection. It's sort of like a person growing up in an unstable country where moving, having attempts on their lives, revolutions, and famines are the norm so they base their mood on that abnormal normalcy. Who the Hell is normal anymore anyway? The point is, that's the way I am with computers. I know just enough to be real dangerous and to screw things up to a fairly complete degree, so I try another experiment while having nothing much to lose unless I brick my PC altogether.
Having installed Mint and updated and installing the new kernel, there is still some ground to cover. That ground is upgrading to Mint 8 Helena using Apt and Synaptic. The method that is not the best of ideas if it's done on a mission critical system, but for me it is nothing more than a time waster in the name of a learning experience.
I am taking this screenshot now as I might not be able to do it later. As you can see, it is quite an involved and time-consuming process where so far I have downloaded 900 KiB of 1.1 MiB of packages and there is one failure so far. How it will deal with that remains to be seen. More later time and situations permitting.
Friday, 1. January 2010, 20:10:33
kernel, Vector, install, compile
As you may have gathered from the title, I have just installed Vector Linux 6.0 Standard Gold. I've failed installing this before but this time it went ok. I think what failed before was when I chose to use the higher resolution LILO bootscreen and it failed to boot. This time I used the standard choice that's one level above text and it booted just fine. I told it what resolution to use but it insisted on using a much lower one so scrolling in Opera proves very interesting. This is a much older system than the near bleeding edge I'm used to. It got online without any problems which surprised me a little. The tools are standard Linux fare but configuration is no where as easy as Mint as when you run a Slackware based distribution, it is automatically assumed you're a whiz at the command line which I am not.
I remember developing a fondness for this distro as it is the first distribution based off of one of the really geeky ones that I was able to get any use out of, plus it has flash and a bunch of other conveniences installed. The default desktop system also looks great by default. Also, I was into Elfen Lied at the time and the lead character would mangle bodies using her 'vectors' so that had a little to do with it, childish as that association is.
I've finally broken through one of my major Linux barriers today. I'm attempting a Kernel install from scratch. I finally figured out the mistake I made during the original cd command and got it to point to the kernel and now I'm in the Make modules part. 90% of this process is so mind numbingly boring and time consuming I had to take a break and post about it. I went in before doing that and changed a bunch of parameters without knowing what I was doing, so the chances of it running versus a snowball in Hell, well, my money is on the snowball. Nevertheless, I'm interested at what the end result of my mad insane creation will be and if ol' Linus Torvalds would turn to stone if he heard I was messing about with his brainchild with about half of mine still functioning. The mind fumbles.
I've been at this for almost two hours now. Unemployment is hard work!
EDIT: I successfully installed kernel 2.6.31.8 until it came time to get the boot loader to point to it. I ran all the prescribed commands but some produced no results. That is my next mental block. I wish my mental blocks were dominoes.
Friday, 1. January 2010, 16:01:57
server, log in, bug, Opera
This particular one started yesterday or thereabouts. Whenever I would go to my.opera.com and use the key to log in, no acknowledgement would occur and upon subsequent attempts I'd get an 'Address not Found' error. At first I could get in by switching to Firefox in Linux or Internet Explorer in Windows but then I was denied access using those too. After this error, I'd go to another part of the community like the Desktop Development team or a friends' blog and it was shown that I was logged in, but I cannot access my site directly. I wiped my triple threat system (Mint, XP, and 7) and installed Vista and installed Comodo internet security which has the option of using their DNS so I could rule out DNS poisoning and viruses, etc.
The problem continues however. I write posts about these things to alert others as to what is going on even if it is affecting only me because it might affect them later or somebody might tell me if the problem already affected them. Plus it is a possible security issue or it might just be a server bug.If no one reported bugs, this community would never have gotten off the ground.
Anyway, the problem continues. I did file two reports, once as a browser bug, and once when I discovered it wasn't. I'm sure they're happy with that. Oh well, honest mistake.
EDIT: This problem was resolved fairly quickly. I have nothing to say other than thank you to those who solved it in a timely manner.
Tuesday, 29. December 2009, 10:14:23
son of, Berkowitz, Sam, Hope
Saturday, 26. December 2009, 18:52:12
desktop, solved, frozen, Mint
Linux Mint is fast becoming my favorite operating system. The developers have focused on functionality, convenience, and having Mint stay out of the way when it's not needed. I still like Windows because I'm familiar with it, but the fact it's proprietary puts complications in it that protects their interests but at the sacrifice of convenience and functionality. I have much more stable and fast wireless with it too so that's a major selling point.
Linux is not bug free and I've taken my leave of it several times when it failed to do what I required of it. That happened with the very install I'm blogging from right now. I installed Mint 8 Helena in normal mode and when I'd try to use it, it would freeze up solid except for the mouse pointer. That at least let me know it wasn't a hardware problem, it was a hardware driver problem. I re-installed in compatibility mode, which means that a generic one-size-fits-all video driver is used that sacrifices fine grain functionality so that problem hardware can at least run Mint or Ubuntu or what have you.
I did not have to install in compatibility mode to solve the problem but it was easier to do it that way since random freezes wouldn't be a problem. I tried quite a few things like hand editing the xorg.conf file and various other things I found in the Mint Forum but most of that only made it worse. I couldn't even boot into the desktop for a while. Then I ran the new elive unstable cd and it generated a good xorg.conf file but I couldn't get it to copy to the appropriate place in Mint, so I had to store it on my thumb drive and then boot the Mint 8 cd which then let me copy it into /etc/X11. I rebooted and it froze after a few hours, but I rebooted and now it's been almost 48 hours without a freeze. I also installed the latest kernel that's available from the repositories but I can't get GRUB 2 to point to it, but as long as the system works, that's all I need.
EDIT: Just as I was about to post this, my internet was starting to drop out, so I launched my Gens emulator to wait it out and the desktop froze. I don't attribute this freeze as related to the ones previously mentioned here though.
EDIT 2: IT always happens this way. I proclaim something then when it's too late to reverse it before others notice it, I'm made a liar. Right after I posted that the problem was solved, the freezes came right back with a vengeance. I booted into the recovery mode desktop so all my settings are in limbo, so while I like Mint and will continue to work on it, I have some uploading to do, so I'm glad I have XP on another partition. I have 7 on a third partition but when it's dual booted, it never gets online for some messed up reason.
Thursday, 24. December 2009, 19:54:37
neighbor, meth, Police, wrong
I was sitting at my computer like I usually do when there came this agitated rapid fire banging at my door. I was startled by this and threw, broke, and dropped what was in my hands and came to my door and opened it. This scruffy bearded fellow and this other man and woman were at my door and the scruffy one asked me to call the cops because supposedly the woman of this couple was trying to take the bag he had on his back. He went around to other doors and windows and banged on them and then the woman tried to take the bag from him claiming it was her purse. I trembled from the excitement as I looked for my phone and called emergency dispatch and the 911 operator didn't have me in his database, so he asked me a bunch of questions and eventually said a police unit would be by in a few minutes. By then the dispute was winding down and the three probably sobered up to the situation and started off to the Fresh Start next door (place that gives services to homeless and they hid in there while the cops were questioning them. I went outside to them and told them I was the one who called which won't make me popular with the locals, but oh well, they asked me to so what could I have done?
This is the thing that happens on this holiday. People won't come to grips with the fact that whatever the spirit of the event is, will have a direct effect on human behavior. Murders, robberies, arguments, drug based disputes (I think the guy who banged on my door was a meth user). By their fruits shall you know them.
I also lost favor today with a neighbor who's been here for a few months. She normally doesn't talk to me all that much, then all of a sudden she tries to give me a present. Now during the last monthly meeting the case worker and landlord asked everyone what they wanted for a present so they could give that request to volunteers in the community to get once they've agreed to sponsor them. The turn came to me and I of course said I didn't wish to participate. Thsi woman who tried to give me the gift was there and yet she apparently couldn't handle that there are some people on this planet who see past the lies of it and choose not to participate. Most people and certainly she will think me an asshole for not going along with it, but this life is temporary and we'll spend eternity thinking about what we did here and whether or not we went along with the world or stepped outside of the comfort zone of "everybody does it so it's ok" and there by be destroyed by that. I've never been accepted by most people around me and I've had far more negative than positive experiences in this life socially so that becomes my strength when I'm supposed to just 'go along with it'. I have nothing left to hold onto and nothing that binds me to doing what I think is wrong.
Monday, 21. December 2009, 13:06:13
Christmas, Catholic, pagan
We are held accountable for the things of truth we are convinced of.
God is truth. His word is truth. No shadow of turning.
All things that are not of truth or light are of lies and darkness (confusion).
There is nothing in scriptures that state that the people of God are to commemorate the birth of Jesus with a holy day. His resurrection is to be commemorated on the Holy day of Passover.
Christmas is pagan in origin commemorating the first day that the days in this hemisphere get measurably longer. It is a high sabbath for witches, satanists, etc. Light has no fellowship with darkness.
The term Holy Day was replaced with holiday to accommodate the pagans and to give their feast days credibility in the eyes of many.
Every Christian Denomination (division) has its roots in the Roman Catholic church and the pagan traditions absorbed into Catholicism was inherited by the Protestants (who each protested about a few things about Catholicism but by and large kept everything else).
Moves of God did happen in churches that observed Christmas, Easter, etc in the past. God winked at our ignorance but them after revealing and restoring the truth in its totality, there is no more room for his winking at our ignorance about anything. Jump high or stay home- is a saying used in a card game that fits here.
The feast days of the Bible have been replaced by the Roman Catholic church with pagan celebrations that mark times that Christians were not told to observe. The feast days are not Jewish holidays although they in some manner observe them. They are for the people of God who happened to be the Jews when they were implemented.
Satan thinks to change the times and the seasons so people will be in darkness of when, where and how God is doing things so they perish not knowing the truth.
Whatever is popular with the majority of people (the many) are not respected by God who always deals with just a few.
I prefer not to write about religious matters and matters of faith because of the firestorms it can cause, but people insist on shoving their beliefs up my ass sideways, so I figure I get a say too. I'm not trying to change anyone's minds about what they should believe. What everyone believes is in itself predetermined and in this late day and age, people pretty much believe now what their beliefs will be at the end of this world system- only more so.
EDIT: My case worker read this and asked me if I was Jewish.

No I'm not. I'm about as far away from Jewish as can be.
Monday, 21. December 2009, 10:38:27
misplaced, Pictures, squish, bugs
This My Opera bug has been around for around 4 to 6 months that I can recall, and it involves a confusion of 1,000 word chunks. I of course refer to pictures. I upload a picture to augment, support, or just break up the humdrum wall of words I generate in this blog, and then, for some inexplicable reason, the same picture appears in an earlier post. The way I find this out is that, when I check Hitslink (which is addictive for the goldmine of statistics it gives from which I develop insight into how this blog is received), I notice that one in a few hundred people actually click on my blog to read what I write rather than just look at pictures. I like any and all visits, so if that's all you want to do, I'll get even more up to satiate the insatiable. When that one person in a few hundred views a post with images in it, this bug puts the wrong image in it, and makes it seem even less like I know what I'm doing because the information is in the wrong place, so that messes up any chance for further readership from that reader. Most posts are not serious anyway (and those usually don't get read but those are what I like to write so I stick to my guns), but the ones that are have an inherent accountability to them as there are inferred claims of this, that, and/or the other in them, and I'd like to go down by my own mistakes and not someone elses. Of course a community means a group of interconnected individuals who bear each others' burdens in some way for the good of the greater being- the Opera Borg collective (The word Borg didn't get that red underline

). Anyway, I kind of thought it would be a temporary thing, but it looks like it needs formal attention given to this bug which ran under the fridge and can't be squished at the moment so it's green putrid slimy guts still aren't flying like the proverbial projectile into the month-old, half covered, 10% eaten potato salad that gives the place its personality to give the subconscious all the good stuff to make nightmares out of.
Please squish that bug My Opera and color my subconscious!
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