I'm sorry cause you've done manything for me but I've done nothing for you!

When I was sick before taking entrance esam of university, you were one of friends that was not afraid of being infected from me. You came to my home that day, you know that I was moved by your solicitude .

I want to understand you so I went out with you.

I had been trying to love you but the reason why I could not because you've never ever understood me!

I'm not cold blood, my heart is not a stone!

Everytime I said I did not love you, you'd always tried to stay away from me. I did not love it!

I did not want to lose a friend like you!

You made me smile, you made me happy, you made everything you can for me but understanding me!

Sometime you made me moved.

You know that your plastic handlace that you buy for me after your travel, I've kept it always! That small thing is what that I want, having feelings, you remember me also while you was travelling! Do you understand?

I've just wanted a guy that understands me, knows what I love, what I hate, is with me when I'm sad, just like this, but you've never ever been!

You've wasted all these years!

I do not want to lose you, friend!

I've had no guy because I love having only one for all my life! May be I'll be changed, but not yet now!

Zippo understand me so much! I cannot love Zippo cause I always love him being my big brother!

I'd liked Boong once, but now I don't!

Manytime I've been moved by guys, rarely by you!

If you really love me, please try to understand me! Do something!

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