!U(¯`v´¯)HURT mE more Dan I deserVe.... !

Empitness Dust It's been so long,
Since you went away.
Not just another disappearing
act,
This time, you chose to stay. Months with out contact,
Turned into a year.
Now it's been almost eighteen
months,
And I'm done with the tears. No attempts of
communication have been
made,
I question if you're still alive?
You left me in a worried
slumber, Not knowing if you'd
survive. I'm torn between the
unknown,
Of acceptance and grief.
I can not find you,
Therefore I'm devoid of relief. Of course I spend my days,
Praying that you're ok.
Deep down, I know you're
missing,
Or that you've possibly
slipped away. I try not to think the worst,
But it's been longer than
before.
The hope I once cherished,
Is becoming no more. You've been through a lot,
Were too ill to fully heal.
Addicted, you couldn't stop,
And it was all too real. So now I wait in silence,
To see if you ever come back.
Because I could never find
you,
In your world of black.