My Living Nightmare

Well the Department of Human Recourses has done it once again. They have upset my oldest daughter. They have told her that she has no choice, she is going to go live with her real father. A man she has never met. And get this.... He and his wife are always fighting. They have just moved, and yet I can't even get a home study. I have been at my job for months and in my home since April. What gives? Is this state that hard up that they want to just rip my children from me? It is not fair. I have done what they wanted and still I am getting no where. I don't have much money, and I live pay check to pay check. The state is taking over 300 a month from my pay check, and I have been told that if I have to loose everything that child support is the most importaint. I think that is all they want. MONEY. It is the root of all evil. With what they take I barely live. I have about 50 extra each month to live on. That is not even enough to get me to work for a week. Let alone eat. No attorney wants to take my case. They are all a bunch of chickens. The attorney I have now is paid by the state and I really do think that he is working on keeping my children from me. Any paid attorney would have had my children back to me a year ago. I don't know what to do. Depression is starting to set in. I am not sleeping well at night and my health is starting to show it. I just don't know what to do. This state has got to be stopped and without the funds to fight I have no chance. I wish someone would take this case. I feel that it could be a good money maker. I don't care if I get any money. I just want my kids.